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Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-07 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)“Not really,” Foggy tells her with a shrug. It wasn’t a fight; it was Matt telling him he was uncomfortable — and that was quite possibly the first time Matt ever told him the truth about how he felt and he did so out of his own free will, the absolute pinnacle of Matt’s ability to communicate. It was Matt telling him he was uncomfortable and then feeling bad about saying it, it was Foggy feeling bad about making Matt uncomfortable, Foggy feeling bad for Matt in general and then feeling bad for feeling bad. It was just a clusterfuck of not knowing how to deal, because how do you deal? None of the various popular media Foggy has consumed over the years ever dealt with the aftermath of being drugged and spilling secrets. It was a serious overlook.
It wasn’t a fight. They didn’t fight. They had nothing to fight about.
“So you’re not angry with Matt?” Karen presses still.
“Why would I be angry with Matt?” Foggy asks, honestly perplexed. He and Matt were perfectly civil with each other. Hell, they went drinking with Karen not two evenings ago. “What, did he say something?”
“No, but I think it’s the stuff Matt doesn’t say that’s most telling,” Karen says. Foggy’s floored. He underestimated her, he really, really did. She’s only known Matt for a few months and yet managed to pinpoint what took Foggy years to wrap his head around. She was so damn observant; there was no way they’d ever keep anything a secret from her.
Foggy puts two sugar cubes into his tea and stirs. “Then why are you asking?”
Karen shrugs. “You had that hugging crusade going on and then it stopped, for as much reason as it started, and Matt’s looking confused, like a puppy which doesn’t know why it’s been hit, you keep throwing him guilty glances, and you both look just so desolate and then pretend you don’t when you realise someone’s looking at you.” She takes a deep breath and puts her hand on his. That’s how he knows he won’t like what she says next. “Did you--did you try dating and it didn’t work out? It’s none of my business, true, I just want to know if you’re going to be able to work together or if it’s too awkward now.”
He gapes. “Karen, it’s--“
“It’s been known to happen,” she adds quietly. She doesn’t move her hand away. “It would suck.”
Foggy laughs and it sounds way too hysterical for his liking. “We’re not dating, Karen. We--Matt--We’ve never dated, okay? It’s something--It’s something different.”
“Which you can’t tell me about.” Foggy nods helplessly. “And I assume it’s personal?” He nods again and she huffs. “I don’t get paid enough to deal with this.”
It’s something she can say now, because they’ve had a few clients who paid them in things other than homemade pie and gratitude, and so they could afford to give her a paycheck. On the other hand, she really wasn’t getting paid enough to have to deal with their problems, and their inability to deal with their own problems.
“Whatever it is that you’re not talking about, or think that you don’t have to talk about,” Karen continues, “you do have to talk about it. You’re both miserable, Foggy, even more than you were when you fought before, and I didn’t think it was possible.”
“Yeah, this is--more complicated than that,” Foggy admits and, to his unending surprise, finds himself meaning it.
Finding out that Matt was a vigilante accused of blowing half of Hell’s Kitchen up and killing countless people in cold blood, finding out that Matt’s been lying to him since the day they met — that was the worst day and the worst revelation of Foggy’s life. And yet this? Trumped it. It was worse. Three times over. Worse cubed. It blew right past any scale of bad-ness that Foggy had.
“I imagine,” Karen says with a wry smile. She pats his hand. “Just--talk, okay? The last time you fought, you’ve talked things through. It helped.”
Foggy doesn’t disabuse her of that notion. The last time they fought — to start with, they actually fought, the last time — he ended up coming to Matt’s ancient gym, they talked about moving forward and then promptly did move forward, to the point that Foggy found himself in the role of Concerned Superhero’s Girlfriend, telling Matt to go be a hero and not to kill himself, to complete the cliché. They didn’t talk; at no point, starting from the moment Foggy slammed the door to Matt’s apartment shut, did they actually talk about that fight. Or anything.
For all that they were great lawyers and there were times when they wouldn’t shut up, talking wasn’t really their strong suit. Not when it mattered, anyway.
They should work on that.
“Yeah,” Foggy says and picks up his mug, takes a sip of the tea. The sugar didn’t dissolve yet, so it tastes bitter, just like the lie he tells Karen. “It did.”
***
Since Foggy’s revenge plans and dreams of killing Stick with various household items involve more dreaming than killing, Foggy decides to pursue the matter in ways that are more appropriate for the likes of him.
First stop: research.
He does as much of it as he did right before their bar exam and definitely more than he ever did while at Columbia. He brings it all home, too, does it in his spare time, just to make sure that Matt doesn’t accidentally stumble upon any of it at the office, or that Karen doesn’t read something to him thinking it’s for a case of theirs. It’s Foggy’s case; he’s not going to bring it to Matt unless he’s sure it’s air-tight, unless he knows that he has something that could be brought into court if Matt decided to take it there.
Foggy’s pretty sure that Matt’ll never do it. But on the off-chance that he would, Foggy cannot present him with a half-assed motion with no background and supporting arguments, something that even a first-year law student should be ashamed of. It’s a solid case or nothing, because there’s nothing more damaging than false hope.
The positives: New York does not have a statute of limitations for first degree rape, including any rape of a child younger than 11. Just reading that and thinking shit, that’s Matt makes him sick. Realising that there instances and crimes that do fall under the statute of limitations makes him gag. Second degree sexual conduct against a child has a period of limitation of five years, Jesus fuck. Why would you even give degrees to that, holy shit. Foggy didn’t care about this all that much when they covered it in criminal law and family law lectures and he didn’t even remember about this little tidbit.
He finds himself caring a lot now.
The positives: the limitation period does not apply in this case, thankful--(no, fuck, no, shit, how could you even think that, Nelson, what is wrong with you, thankfully, thankfully, Jesus, you’re worst, that’s the most disgusting thing you could ever think, thankfully, fucking hell, yeah but also no).
Again.
The positives: the limitation period does not apply in this case and Foggy could verbally disembowel Stick in a court of law and get him those twenty-five years in prison. Fuck, no, he’d go all-in and get him on all possible charges. A whole list of limitation-less first degrees that makes him want to cry and shoot people simultaneously. Happy rotting in prison until the day you die, Stick, you miserable evil fuck.
However.
The negatives: a limitation period for a civil action that even with the recently relaxed conditions still expired. So no milking the guy off millions in compensation, sadly; the satisfaction of seeing Stick behind bars forever would have to do.
But the most worrisome problem that Foggy encounters is this.
The negatives: how the fuck do you prosecute a guy named Stick?
***
You don’t, that’s the answer.
You just can’t.
***
That’s a bit of a problem.
***
But he can’t legally be named ‘Stick’, right?
***
Second stop: locate the guy.
***
“You’re a private detective, right?” Foggy blurts out the moment Jess cracks her door open.
“I prefer the term ‘investigator’, but yeah, essentially,” she answers. “You want something, Nelson?”
He shifts his weight from one leg to the other nervously. “I’d like to hire you.”
Jess’ brows shoot up to her hairline, but she does open the door and lets him inside. The apartment is as dark and twisted as Jess herself and it suits her perfectly. It also suits Foggy’s recent mood.
Jess takes him to her tiny living room and points at a well-used armchair that Foggy gladly sinks onto. She drags a swiveling chair from her desk and sits in it, facing him. “Normally I’d tell you to come to my office during working hours,” she tells him, “but you look desperate and like shit, so I’ve decided to accommodate you.”
“How very gracious of you,” Foggy murmurs. “A ‘thank you’ for all that sugar I never borrowed from you, I suppose.”
Jess shrugs. “So what is it about you wanting to hire me...?”
Foggy takes a deep breath and reaches into the breast pocket of his shirt to take out a small folded piece of paper. He hands it to Jess. “There’s this case that I’m working on. I need to find this guy to have charges brought against him and then to have him die in prison like he deserves to.”
Jess unfolds the paper and reads what’s written on it. She frowns, turns the paper around to see if there’s anything written on the other side; finding nothing, she looks back to the note and barks out a laugh. “Are you shitting me?”
“No.”
“You honestly expect me to find a guy named Stick?” Jess asks in an incredulous voice. “You’ve gotta give me something more than this, Nelson.”
“He’s blind,” Foggy supplies, “if that helps.”
“He’s--“ Jess shakes her head. “Yes, that helps. Helps a lot. It’s not gonna be quick and easy, Nelson.”
“If you don’t want to take the case,” Foggy says as he puts his hands on the armrests, makes sure that his whole body language speaks of preparing to get up and leave, “you say so. I’ve heard that Dakota North is great with hopeless cases, maybe she’d be able to help.”
Jess narrows her eyes. “I never said I didn’t want to take the case,” she says coldly. “In fact, I do want to take the case, and definitely not because you’ve just name-dropped my fierce competitor in hopes of goading me into helping you. Nope, I just see it as a challenge. I like a good challenge.”
So she knows he tried to play her. On the plus side, she still hasn’t kicked him out of her apartment or kicked him period. “Great,” he says and risks a grin.
“Plus,” Jess carries on, “unlike certain Miss North, I have a source at SHIELD. And if anyone’s capable of finding your Stick--“
“He’s not mine.”
“--it’s the supranational espionage agency.” Jess crumples the piece of paper and shoves it into her jeans pocket. “It’s going to cost you, Nelson, fair warning.”
“I don’t care.”
Jess arches a brow. “Must be one hell of a case then.”
Foggy nods. “The most important of my career.”
***
Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-08 02:19 am (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-09 02:40 pm (UTC)(link)I was so glad Jess popped up again. I don't even know the character that well, but I still gave a little cheer when she made another appearance. And Karen being observant and smart and a lttle fed up with the drama but still concerned was spot on.
And Foggy. Oh, Foggy. I love that for all the rage he feels, he's still going about things his way. And the bit about how he and Matt never actually talked about their issues, just moved on and tried to put it behind them? Yeah. Ouch, but also believable, considering everything.
(And just as a style note, I loved how you broke up the passages where Foggy thinks about how to track down Stick. It was really effective in showing how the new trains of thought were occurring to him.)
Absolutely loving this fic, even though I know it's going to stab me in the heart. (Multiple times, I can tell.) Thank you for writing this!
Sidenote: is this fic going to stay gen, or will it get shippy down the line? Personally, I'm good with it either way - I just like setting my expectations on the right track. :)
Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-10 09:33 am (UTC)(link)Foggy's a lawyer, so of course he'd try to get at Stick through courts. Picking the possible charges was easy for me, criminal liability for first degree rape in NY does not fall under any limitation clause, so it'd be infinitely easy for Foggy to establish jurisdiction over the guy. But how can you prosecute and sentence a man who only goes by 'Stick' and who is gods know where? Criminal proceedings are not commenced in absentia, so Foggy would actually have to HAVE the guy to press charges. So he'd need to find him.
And who'd be a better help with that than Foggy's lovely P.I. neighbour Jess? Especially since - as it'll be mentioned in the next part - Jess has some serious problems with child rapists.
But that's next time! Also next time, mentions of Foggy's family members and the guys attempting to communicate.
As for the sidenote: it's probably going to stay gen (some very light dancing around the edge of pre-slash at best), because this would be some really bad timing for big love revelations and getting together. However, there will be some more talk of people thinking that Matt and Foggy should be dating/are made for each other/are already dating, and perhaps even a callback to Matt's confession of love (platonic or otherwise) way back in the first fic.
Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-09 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [3/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-10 08:15 am (UTC)(link)Fill: nothing he can't endure [4/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-12 11:43 pm (UTC)(link)Which comes in handy after his mother calls him one day.
They're sitting in the conference room and are going over their deposition notes they've prepared for tomorrow when Foggy's phone rings. It actually startles Matt into jumping in his chair, that's how zoned out he was. Foggy mutters a quick apology, glances at the caller id and sees 'MATER', all caps, and immediately picks up. His mother--well. She doesn't appreciate her calls not being answered. It wouldn't be half-bad if she assumed and worried that something terrible happened to you if you didn't pick up at once; but no, Anna Nelson didn't do that — unless your name was Matt Murdock, and Anna Nelson loved you most. But if your name was Candace or God forbid Foggy, Anna Nelson would keep calling you until you did pick up and then she'd seethe into your ear so you think there's something more important and interesting than your own mother. Not even death would excuse you not answering.
So there. Foggy mutters a quick apology and picks up. "Hello mother dear," he says and Matt's head perks up in curiosity. Anna absolutely adores him — Foggy is pretty sure that if she were ever told that she could save the life of only one of her two children, she'd choose Matt — and the feeling's completely mutual. Traitors, the lot of them. At least Foggy has Cande. "How are things going on this fine day?"
"You're at work?" Anna asks, cutting straight to the point. Foggy sighs.
"Yes, mother," he says. "It's Tuesday, 1pm, where else would I be."
"Is Matty there with you?"
Foggy raises his brows and turns to Matt, who's not even pretending that he isn't listening to the conversation. Foggy's expression is of course lost on Matt, whose freaky senses and world on fire don't extend that far, but he must get the vague idea of Foggy's confusion, because he shrugs.
"I am feeling fine, mother, thank you for asking," Foggy tells her with utmost seriousness instead of replying. "It's been a great day, yes, I'm very happy today. We got a lucrative settlement, the weather's beautiful, and my most beloved mum is calling to ask about her firstborn's well-being--"
"Franklin."
"Yes, mum," Foggy rolls his eyes purely for his own benefit, "your favourite son is sitting right next to me. It's nice to know that you care about at least one of us."
"Put me on speaker," Anna demands.
Foggy, of course, doesn't actually have to do it, Matt hears the conversation just fine without it, but Anna's lie-detector is almost as sharp as Matt's when it comes to Foggy's bullshit, so she'd know if he didn't. Somehow. Foggy's sure that she'd know. So he taps the button and sets his phone in the middle of the table.
Anna's voice changes and gets three degrees warmer the moment Foggy turns the speaker on. "Hello, Matt," she greets him, "how are you, sweetheart? I hear congratulations are in order."
Foggy rolls his eyes so hard that he's half-convinced they're going to fall out. Matt, on the other hand, blushes brightly at the endearment. Over five years of knowing the Nelsons and he still gets embarrassed by any amount of affection shown him.
"I'm fine, Mrs. Nelson, thank you," Matt says. "And thank you again. We're happy with the settlement, Foggy did a great job preparing it."
Anna laughs. "I have no doubt that he did," she says. "I'm so proud of you both, my boys are--"
"Mum," Foggy interrupts her before she can wax any overblown compliments and make Matt die of embarrassment, "is there a reason why you're calling? Not that I don't want to listen to you telling us how awesome we are..."
"Yes, I do have a reason." Anna clears her throat. "As for Sunday, you've got to be here at noon at the latest, we've pushed it a bit. Don't forget."
"I won't," Foggy says, despite not being clear what his mother is talking about. Not like he can admit that. He'll figure it out on his own, worst case scenario he'll just call Candace and ask. It's better to be mocked by a sister than murdered by a mother, especially since he's convinced Matt would feel obliged to defend her and he would probably end up getting her off the hook.
"Oh, and Matt, sweetie?" This is interesting, Foggy wasn't aware that Matt could turn that particular shade of red. "You're not allergic to pistachios, are you?"
"No, Mrs. Nelson," Matt murmurs, "I'm not. I quite like them."
"Splendid," Anna claps her hands on the other side of the phone call, "because I'm making pistachio icing for the cupcakes, and I know you love cupcakes, so I wouldn't want you to be unhappy with the flavours."
"You know, I like pistachios too," Foggy adds hopefully.
"Yes, okay, Foggy. I'll see you boys on Sunday."
And she hangs up. She just hangs up. Foggy sighs heavily and resists the urge to bang his head against the nearest flat surface.
"What's on Sunday?" Matt asks.
Foggy scratches his head. "No idea," he admits. He flips through his mental calendar. "Sunday is, what, the 9th? What could--Crap."
Matt frowns. "Isn't the 9th your grandmother's birthday?"
"Yeah, it is." Foggy rubs his hands across his eyes. "I completely forgot, with everything," he motions his hand around, "I forgot. Shit. I don't even have anything for her. I'm so dead. We're so dead, Matt."
Matt shifts uncomfortably in his chair, and Foggy's eyes narrow. Uh-oh. That's not a good sign.
"Am I--" Matt bits his lip. "Am I invited?"
"You've heard my mother, your presence is pretty much a default setting, you don't need to be invited." Anna would probably kill Foggy if he dared to show up without her favourite son, she would kill him and dismember him, and then she'd dump parts of his body across New York. She was scary that way and definitely liked Matt more. Perhaps it's because she never knew him as a child or a whiny teenager. The moment that thought forms in his mind, Foggy sobers. Yeah, not. He doesn't want to think what Anna would have done if she knew Matt as a child. Adopted him, for sure. Killed someone, a certain someone, a distinct possibility. She knew how to use a gun properly, unlike her kids.
Matt shrugs and Foggy's eyes narrow even further. "Why wouldn't you be invited in the first place?" he asks.
Matt shrugs again. "I just thought," he says, "that with all this, after everything, you might not want me near your family."
In hindsight, it's such a Matt thing to say and such a Matt suspicion and fear to harbour. Foggy should know better, especially now.
"Might be tough, seeing as you are my family," Foggy points out. "Not to mention, mum would kick me out of the house if I showed up without you and would tell me not to come back unless it's with you in tow."
"So I am invited."
He wonders how much an eye-replacement surgery costs, or if you could enter the Olympics in eye-rolling. He's going for gold here, it'd be a shame to let these muscles go to waste. "Yes, Matt, you are invited. It's Grams' birthday and she adores you, she'd never forgive me or you if you didn't come. Besides, she's the one who keeps saying--"
He trails off. Hmm. Shouldn't have said that.
"She keeps saying what?" Matt asks, because she loves poking and doesn't know when not to.
"Nothing."
"Foggy."
Fine. "That if we get married you'll be obliged to come to all family functions and dinners, so why don't we." Huh. Come to think of it, this particular shade of red looks quite good on Matt. Foggy waves his hand dismissively. "It's Grams, she has crazy ideas, she's been trying to sell me in marriage for a decade now, don't mind her."
"I don't," Matt says immediately. "I don't mind."
***
Jess texts him when he's packing to leave the office in the evening.
SHIELD knows ur guy, the text says. My prsn investigating. Keep u posted.
"Something important?" Matt asks.
Foggy shakes his head. "Nope," he says, and pockets the phone.
***
Karen proves to be grade A material for evil manipulative overlord when he least expects her to, which just happens to be a Friday.
It might be payback for the fact that — due to being overworked with the new civil lawsuit case that was stubbornly proving to be more difficult and complicated than they initially anticipated — he and Matt had her run errands for them for the entire day. And not just proper, firm-related errands like mail and courthouse documents, no; she had to go get lunch, dinner, as well as go and pick up the cashmere pashmina wrap that Grams has been talking about for a year now and that they've decided to gift her ("Neither of us can exactly afford it," Matt said, "but if we buy it together and split the price, it becomes almost reasonable.").
So, Karen might be slightly offended that they've used her as a personal assistant rather than a paralegal-in-training super secretary that she was. Or she truly just is evil, which is a theory Foggy finds more and more probable.
Karen talks them into joining her for drinks at Josie's in the evening. In the bar, Karen proceeds to get them tipsy and then makes sure they get closer to drunk. And only then does she get a very convenient text.
"It's from a friend," Karen tells them, very cryptic and vague. "I have to go, sorry."
"What friend?" Foggy asks. "Everyone you know is here."
Karen only smiles. Foggy doesn't like that smile, that smile looks way too sneaky and self-satisfied for his liking, which is exactly what he tells Matt. That makes her smile wider. She kisses each of their cheeks and takes her bag. "I've gotta go. You should stay, though, talk some and--yeah. See you on Monday!"
Evil manipulative overlord Karen, all bow down before her might.
"Surprisingly, I agree," Matt states, which makes Foggy realise that he said the last part out loud. "I think she got us prup--purps--she wanted us drunk. Evil Karen."
Foggy clinks his glass against Matt's. "Amen to that. Though she doesn't have a goatee."
Matt snorts into his drink.
Eventually they end up at Foggy's place, because while Matt's apartment is closer to the office, Foggy's is closer to Josie's, which obviously makes it a superior location. And it's overall nicer. Cozier, more homey, more comfortable. It's smaller than Matt's place, because Foggy didn't get a billboard-induced discount and couldn't afford a place like Matt's at a normal rate, but it's not tiny, and Matt has no trouble navigating around the sometimes cluttered space. He knows this place like his own.
He prefers it to his own.
"It's late, Matt," Foggy says as they get into the living room. "You can crash here, it'd be dumb to try and get home at this hour."
Matt doesn't tell him that his apartment isn't home, not this time. This time it's a, "thanks, Foggy."
"Sure thing." Foggy picks up some of his research notes and some of the materials that Jess got for him from her FBI friend off the couch and drops them onto the floor next to it. "Make yourself at home," 'home', ha, not actually funny, "while I dash to wash the taste of tequila out of my mouth before it gets stuck there forever."
Since Karen was the one who got them drunk — well, drunk-ish, neither of them is actually all that drunk — and then just left, Foggy is blaming her for the grave omission that was leaving his notes in an easily-accessed place, leaving the notes with Matt and then leaving Matt with them alone. If he weren't drunk, he wouldn't have made that mistake.
As it is, when he gets back from the bathroom tasting only mint on his breath, he finds Matt sitting on the couch with a tight expression on his face, a sheet of paper in hand, trailing his fingers over the handwritten note.
"What is this?" Matt asks.
"Nothing."
"Lie."
Foggy sighs. There's no point in lying. Not only does Matt sense it, it's also pretty clear what this is just from the piece of paper he's holding. It's the note Foggy made the night before, just a little rundown of the things he knew thanks to Jess' FBI files. The phrase 'thrice-damned evil bastard' and the word 'Stick' were both underlined three times, so there was no mistaking that, Matt could feel the pen indents and knew what it said.
"A little pet project," Foggy says. Not a lie. "I'm trying to find out what I could do to turn that guy's life into a living hell."
Matt crumples the piece of paper in his hand. "Drop it."
Foggy crosses his arms over his chest. "Yeah, how about 'no'."
Matt makes an unhappy noise. "Just leave it, Foggy," he says. "It's not important."
"It is important to me!" Foggy throws his hands up in exasperation. "It pisses me off how stoic and zen you are. Be angry! Fuck, be hateful, be scared, just be something."
"What would be the point?" Matt asks and sounds pissed. Well, Foggy got at least that much. "It's long in the past, it doesn't matter, it was--just--a part of the training--"
"It does matter, and the latter is pure brainwashed bullshit. Matt, you've got to know that."
Matt bridles at that. "You don't get it."
"Enlighten me then."
"You don't know how it was before he came," Matt hisses. "My senses were--too much. They just were too much. I was going insane. Stick taught me how to control them, rein them in, how to use them. I'd have gone crazy if not for him. Nothing is going to diminish what he did for me."
Foggy collapses onto his armchair. "And that in no way makes what he did to you any less horrifying," he says tiredly.
Matt takes off his glasses and rubs at his eyes. "Drop it," he repeats.
"No."
"The conversation," Matt clarifies. "I don't want to talk about it. It'll end up in a fight. I don't want to fight."
"So what, we're just going to pretend nothing happened and we don't have a fundamental disagreement on moral grounds? We're not going to talk? Like the last time we fought?"
Matt's back goes ramrod-straight. "We don't have to talk about that either. It's fine."
"It's shit, not fine." Foggy leans forward in his armchair, rests his elbows on his thighs. "We kind of do need to talk about that, Matt."
"We don't. It's fine."
"I walked out on you," Foggy reminds him, because apparently Matt was suffering from a bout of very selective amnesia. "I walked out and slammed the door behind me, leaving you injured and still half-dead and crying and alone. I told you I'd have kicked your ass and meant it."
"I deserved it," Matt says and yeah, he means it, and yeah, it might be a little bit true. "I've lied to you for years and it was all my fault."
"Yeah, well." Foggy shrugs. "Doesn't make it any less of an asshole thing to do. I'm sorry for that."
Matt puts his legs on the couch, bends his knees and presses them to his chest, wraps his arms around them. A protective gesture. Matt sometimes does that, when he's really rattled and doesn't know how to react. "It's fine," he whispers, repeats it for the third time as if hoping that saying it multiple times will magically make it true. "You had the right. I deserved it."
"I treated you like shit, didn't actually listen to your explanation and said some horrible stuff. No matter how angry I was, you didn't deserve any of that." Foggy moves his armchair closer to the couch, so close that Matt's at arm's length. "You can be pissed at me for those things, you know? You don't have to--you shouldn't let it go just like that."
"I don't want to lose you," Matt whispers. "You're my only friend. I can't--I can't lose you."
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-12 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)Matt frowns. "Why?"
"Matt."
"But why?"
Foggy rolls his eyes. Really, a master champion. "Because I want it, how's that for a reason."
Matt slowly, cautiously, slips his hand into Foggy's. Foggy squeezes Matt's hand and then clasps Matt's wrist, moves his hand so that his index and middle finger are pressed to Matt's wrist, exactly over the pulse point. Foggy stays still for a moment, reveling in the steady beat under his fingertips.
"You're not going to lose me," Foggy tells him, makes sure it sounds extra earnest. "I'm with you all the way. But we've gotta work on some things, Matty. Communication, for one. You can't lie to me anymore. I know it's pretty much compulsive with you, but you've got to try. If you're hurt, if you're in pain, you have to tell me because then I can help you. Tell me what you need, how you feel. If I'm to be your support system, I need to know how to support you."
"Okay," Matt says, slightly dazed.
"Secondly," Foggy licks his lips, "don't just take my bullshit, alright? The right to be pissed goes both ways. When I hurt you or offend you, you have the right to be pissed at me. I'm not--I'm not going to just pack up and leave because of that."
Matt bites down on his lower lip, worries it between his teeth. The fingers of his free hand tap a steady rhythm on his leg. He does that when he has something to say but is unsure of how it'll be received, of how to phrase it.
"You want to say something," Foggy observes, "so out with it."
Matt seems surprised that Foggy knows it. It actually surprises Foggy. Matt anticipates and analyses behaviour based on the changes in heartbeats and breathing patterns, but Foggy has his own ways of doing that. Foggy studies the changes in body language, he can read Matt's facial expressions, he knows what various ticks and quirks and sitting positions means. Come to think of it, Foggy knows as many creepy private facts about Matt's behaviour as Matt does about his.
"Matt," Foggy prompts him when Matt fails to utter a word.
Matt takes a deep breath. "You said," he says and pauses. Bites the inside of his cheek. "You said that you felt sorry for me, all these years" he continues so quietly that Foggy has to strain to hear. "Did you mean that?"
Foggy's brows raise in surprise. "Your in-built polygraph didn't give you an answer to that?"
Matt shrugs and looks away. "You were angry," he says, "so your heart was already racing. I wouldn't--couldn't tell."
"Shit, God, that's--." Foggy squeezes Matt's hand again. "I didn't mean it," he tells him. It's the absolute truth. "I was angry and I wanted to hurt you. I knew that you hate being pitied and I knew that saying that would cut at you. I said it on purpose to make you hurt, but I didn't mean it."
Matt's mouth forms a surprised 'o'. "That's--That's evil, Foggy," he says. There's a teasing edge to his voice. And sure, Foggy would love it if Matt had a healthy reaction to the revelation that his best friend used one of his biggest fears against him to just hurt him — he'd even take a punch for that — because that was one of the shittiest things Foggy could have done, but yeah, if Matt wants to approach it with humour for now, let's go with that.
"I never said that I'm cheerful and cuddly," Foggy says with a shrug. "People only assume that I am because I'm friends with you, and next to you everyone seems cheerful and cuddly. But who knows. Maybe I've been lying to you all this time and I actually double as a supervillain after hours."
Matt smiles, the smile small but fond. "I can't quite see you as a supervillain."
"Yeah, well, you see shit, buddy."
That makes Matt laugh out loud and for Foggy it's a victory.
***
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-14 01:08 am (UTC)(link)I'm so excited and so nervous for the revelations coming about Stick *waits anxiously at the edge of my seat*
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-15 04:26 am (UTC)(link)Fill: nothing he can't endure [6/?]
(Anonymous) 2015-08-15 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)***
Saturday morning he makes Matt breakfast, which they eat on Foggy's couch, Matt's legs tangled in his. It's all very domestic, the way their law school days were, when Matt would sit on their battered little sofa next to him, lean against him and listen to Foggy talk about case-law. Which is not unlike what they're doing now, with the couch, the breakfast and the legs, and also the fact that Matt somehow gets Foggy to tell him all about his research.
And because Foggy's always had problems saying 'no' to him, he does.
There really is no point in lying or pretending it's not there and hiding it. Matt already knows it's there, and Foggy's put a lot of work into building this case. He has all the legal arguments neatly laid down, he anticipated the defence's rebuttals and prepared counter-rebuttals that'd drag them down. He has a long list of precedents to rely on and quote from, some additional ones even from such exotic jurisdictions like Canada and the UK. A lot of hard work and sleepless nights and coffee and anger went into this, and Matt makes impressed noises from mid-point onwards. He calmly listens to Foggy rattle off the list of charges — rape in the first degree of a person less than eleven years old, criminal sexual act in the first degree against a person less than eleven years old, course of sexual conduct against a child in the first degree, those are the only ones that'd stick and didn't expire — and while Foggy knows he's a crap actor, he does admire Matt's absolute poker face. His face is slack, devoid of a shadow of emotion.
"That's impressive," he says once Foggy is done telling him everything. "Too bad you have no one to prosecute," he adds with that self-deprecating smile of his.
Foggy thinks about Jess, most likely working on the other side of his bedroom wall. "I'm working on that."
Matt thumbs the stack of papers on Foggy's coffee table. "I still don't get why you're so obsessed with this," he mutters, and it's so quiet that Foggy's not sure if Matt meant it for his ears. "It's not important."
"It is important," Foggy insists, "because you are important. You are important to me."
When Matt looks up at him, he wears a perplexed expression, the same one he had when Foggy told him he didn't hate him, all those weeks ago on Confession Night. And yes, that's how he's calling it now, Confession Night, capital letters like in That Day, and it's slightly scary that Foggy now has codenames for two events. It does make it easier to think and talk about them, though.
Matt thinks no one loves him. He thinks he doesn't deserve it. It makes Foggy want to quit his job and dedicate his life to inventing a time machine for the sole purpose of traveling back in time to punch every single asshole who made Matt think that, or contributed to that belief.
At least Matt doesn't ask why, because Foggy's not sure he'd be able not to cry if he did.
Matt leaves his place around noon. Foggy walks him to the door where they stop for a moment, and Foggy puts his hand on Matt's arm and contemplates pulling him in for a hug — and Matt looks like he's waiting for that to happen, with a curious half-resigned, half-something else expression — but since Matt hasn't said anything about being okay with hugs again, Foggy doesn't.
He pats Matt's shoulder instead. "I'll come pick you up around eleven tomorrow," he tells him, "and we'll get to Grams' together. You've got that shawl, right?"
"Wrap," Matt corrects him. "I do, don't worry. Foggy, I--" He wets his lower lip. "That's a very good and strong case. You should be proud."
"I'll be proud when we get it to court," Foggy murmurs.
Matt smiles sadly. "If."
"When, and that's a promise."
Matt shakes his head, grabs his cane from where he propped it against a wall the night before, and exits Foggy's apartment. Foggy closes the door behind him and sighs.
Matt's a lot of work.
***
There's a knock on his door not fifteen minutes later. Foggy rolls his eyes and gets off the couch, pads to open it. Trust Matt to forget something when he's come here with nothing.
But it's not Matt that's waiting on the other side when Foggy cracks the door open. It's Jess. "Hi, Jess."
"The cute guy that just left," Jess asks. "Boyfriend?"
Foggy takes a step back and lets her in. "No. Just a friend."
"Sure is." She walks in. He notices that she has a slim file under her arm. "You care for him?"
"What?"
"You friend," Jess repeats. "Do you care for him?"
"What does that have to do--"
"Just answer the question."
"No." Foggy crosses his arms over his chest. "Not until you tell me what's going on."
She throws the slim file onto his coffee table. It upsets the meticulously built stack of papers that he's had there and all his research notes go flying.
"It has a lot to do with this." Jess points at the file. "SHIELD has a pretty extensive file on your Stick. Did you know that he's American?"
Foggy grabs the file. "Jess, this is awesome! What else did you learn?"
"That I should drop the case."
Foggy drops both the files and his jaw. "Why?" Jess, why--"
"According to SHIELD, he works for the Chaste," Jess tells him. "You know who they are?" Foggy shakes his head. No idea what the Chaste is. "Crazy people. Crazy homicidal people, but it gets much worse, because they're afflicted with the Hand."
"Who are also crazy people?" he asks as he bends to retrieve the folder.
"They are a fucking crazy ninja death cult." Jess starts pacing. "You got me to investigate a ninja death cult, Nelson. Trust me, I've done and seen some crazy shit in my time, and this is way out of my league. SHIELD fears those guys, my source almost fell out of their chair in fear when they got a match for that Stick of yours."
"He's not mine," Foggy reminds her.
He tries not to let what Jess says get to him, but he does wonder. Who the fuck is that Stick? Matt didn't tell him more than that he trained him — and 'trained' him, that fucking bastard — and that he was violent and abandoned him. Now a crazy ninja death cult is involved? He freezes. That Day, That Day Matt told him that Fisk injured him, Fisk and some Nobu guy, some Nobu guy who was a ninja, holy shit, what if that Nobu was one of Stick's people? What if Stick sent him to kill Matt?
"I sure hope he isn't," Jess mutters. She takes a breath. "Look, Nelson, you're a great guy and I'd love to help. But you know, I like being alive. I have a good life, I have an amazing boyfriend whom I also like alive. I'm not risking having my throat cut, or his throat cut for poking in the wrong places and the business of the wrong people. And if you care for that friend of yours," Jess waves a hand at his apartment door, "you'll drop this too."
He cares for Matt. He cares for Matt more than he can put into words, more than he knows how. Which is exactly why he can't just drop it. He can't fix what's already happened, but he can help this way, he can make sure that the goddamn fucking bastard that did it is not out there anymore, that he's dealt with the way he deserves.
He can't tell Jess any of that, so he only says, "I can't."
Jess huffs in indignation. "Fuck, Nelson, you're a stubborn one." She points at the file again. "That's all my SHIELD contact got me before noping out of this inquiry. Have fun reading and good luck, I hope you survive the experience."
The file's very slim. Unlikely that Foggy will learn a lot from it. Alas, it's not Jess' fault. "Thanks, Jess."
She heads towards his door. "Nelson," she says with her hand on the door handle, "at least tell me that you're after him for thirty counts of murder or something like that."
"Child abuse, actually."
Jess drops her hand and spins on her heel to face him. "Child abuse?" she asks. "We're risking our lives dabbling in the affairs of the Chaste and the Hand because your Stick hit a kid?"
Fuck it. "Also rape," he tells her coldly. "Multiple instances of. And two counts of sexual abuse."
She pales. "He raped a kid?" She blinks. Foggy nods. "He raped a kid?"
"Yeah."
He doesn't have the time to react when Jess strides back into the living room and yanks the file from him. "I'll get more on him, but you've got to end up ensuring a conviction," she says, agitated. "No half-assed deals with the prosecution. A proper conviction."
"That's the plan," he tells her.
She nods. Grips the file tighter and moves back towards the door. "I fucking hate rapists," she announces loudly. "I'll make Eric research more, I'll make him. I'll get back to you in the evening with more info."
And with that she leaves, slamming the door shut.
***
He's in the US, Jess texts him in the evening, as promised.
It shouldn't make him vindictively excited, but it does.
Just wait, you fucking miserable evil bastard, Foggy will make you pay.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-15 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: nothing he can't endure [6/?]
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-26 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)Candace lives under the illusion that she’s just so quirky and funny and charming. She’s none of those things.
The umbrella is big enough to fit both him and Matt, though.
It's a shame that it had to rain, Foggy muses as he walks to Matt's. Matt lives pretty much on the opposite side of Hell's Kitchen from him, but it only makes for a ten-minute-long walk, God bless the size of their neighbourhood. Grams lives further away, in Harlem, half an hour by subway, and absolutely refuses to leave. That was Joy Connor for you, worse yet than her grandson and it was Foggy who was called 'stubborn'. Joy Connor has lived in Harlem since she moved to New York in the 60s, she survived the riots, the crime and even the Hulk, and was not going to leave her home until the day she died, no matter how much worry she caused her daughter. Or at least that's what she claimed.
Foggy didn't complain; with his parents — well, his dad, he was the one who could cook actual food in this family, mum was only good for pastries — holed up in Trenton, the fact that Grams and her splendid cooking skills were a mere trip on the C line away was a blessing, some times. Joy Connor living in Harlem and willing to cook for her only grandson whenever he called were one of the reasons Foggy and Matt didn't starve to death during their second year.
She had them over for dinner a lot during that year. And she adored Matt.
Foggy knocks on Matt's door and waits for him to open. He has a spare key now — insisted that he should, for emergencies, and the next day Matt handed him a complete set, lips pursed, expression tight, no comment — but he's not going to just start letting himself in, hello, he knows what privacy means, not like a certain someone who seems to think that because he can open Foggy's living room window from the fire escape, he should every time a fancy strikes.
"Ready?" Foggy asks cheerfully when Matt cracks the door open.
Matt lets him in. "Yeah," he says. "I just need to grab our present, wait a moment..."
He disappears through the still broken door leading to his bedroom. Foggy looks around, taking in the changes, and realises that he hasn't stepped into Matt's apartment since the day he found out about Matt's after-hours activities. The knowledge that the last time he was here, he did everything he could to hurt his best friend sits ill with him, twists his insides into knots of disgust and shame.
"You alright?" Matt's voice comes from the bedroom. "Your heartbeat spiked."
"I'm fine," Foggy lies and Matt tactfully doesn't call him out on it. "Nice table."
There is indeed a new coffee table, between two armchairs and a sofa that's also new. The old one was probably blood-stained beyond saving. Foggy wonders, for a moment, about how Matt got rid of it. What did he tell the crew that came to pick the old one up? Did he try to claim that it was spilt wine? Matt would.
"Thanks." Matt appears in the bedroom doorway holding his cane in one hand, a slim velvet box in the other. It's bright red. Foggy wonders if the shop assistant informed Matt of that. "Karen helped me pick it."
"That explains why it's nice," Foggy jokes, and the corner of Matt's mouth tugs upwards. "You never told me what happened to the old one."
It immediately falls back down and Matt purses his lips, thins them almost to the point of non-existence. Well then. Foggy's not getting an answer to that today. Instead he extends his hand and takes the box from Matt, puts it into his bag, and gestures at the door. "Shall we? We need to catch the next train unless we want to be late and give Mum another reason to kill me."
"Just you?"
"Please, she loves you too much. Me? Pff. She has Cande as the back-up kid, while you're irreplaceable."
That at least makes Matt smile again.
***
They manage to catch the next C train and settle comfortably — or as comfortably as you can get on public transport — for a half-an-hour-long journey to Harlem. Matt scoops close to Foggy, presses to his side, and puts his head on Foggy's shoulder. That's--he doesn't do that, usually. It's weird.
Foggy lets him.
He's always known about Matt's particular brand of distaste for the subway, but now he had the context for it and knew why. It wasn't claustrophobia, as he assumed initially, though he was fairly certain that was a contributing factor. But with Matt's heightened senses the subway must be hell: the smells, the noise, all those people crammed in one small confined space. Foggy didn't like the subway for those reasons, so it stood to think that Matt would hate it and be overwhelmed by it.
If it helps him to put his head on his friend's shoulder, Foggy wasn't about to deny him that. He rather preferred to think that Matt doing that showed that Matt trusted him to understand.
And he did. Sort of. Tried to, at the very least, and therefore no one should criticise him for it.
He rests his cheek against the top of Matt's mop of damp dark hair, already curling at the end — seriously, Matt's hair is ridiculous, Foggy has witnessed it making a hairdresser cry — and takes Matt's hand in his. Turns it over, so that they're palm to palm. "You don't look well," he murmurs. It's true enough, but has less to do with injuries — Matt doesn't have a lot of those, not in visible places at least, and the ones he has are old and yellowish — and more with the general look of a person who's not well-rested. "Long night?"
He hopes the answer is 'no' and for once someone must love him, because Matt sighs and says "No." Foggy feels good for about three seconds before Matt adds, "just... Couldn't sleep. Yesterday."
Which might have something to do with Foggy reading him all his files and research notes. And fuck, Foggy should have known it was a bad idea. Matt asked him to, so what. Matt didn't have the best instincts when it came to self-care and self-preservation, and was self-destructive enough to ask for something that could possibly fuck with his already crap mental state. It was Foggy's job to know better.
He was really bad at his job.
"Then it's a good thing there will be pie," Foggy tells him. "I have it on good authority that Grams made her famous pecan pie."
There is pie at Grams' house, a fact of which Matt informs him as they stand in front of Grams' door, waiting to be let in.
"It's ridiculous that you can smell that," Foggy murmurs.
"There's also tomato soup and I think there will be your grandmother's cheese and ham pancakes," Matt adds, grinning.
Foggy shakes his head fondly. "You're showing off."
Matt opens his mouth to say something, he's frowning and his fingers tap-tap a rhythm on his cane, but he doesn't, in the end, closes his mouth as Grams' door opens and they're faced with Grams in all her jeans-and-leather-clad glory.
"Frannie!" she exclaims and Foggy winces. She's one of only two people in his whole family that refuses to stop calling him that, and the other person is so irrelevant that it's not even worth remembering. "Oh, and Matthew, I'm so glad that you've made it."
She steps closer to them and throws her arms out, wraps one around the respective necks of each of them, and places one kiss first to Foggy's, then to Matt's temple.
"Thank you for inviting me, Mrs. Connor," Matt says once Grams lets him go. His cheeks are already way past pink. If this trend keeps up with both of Foggy's parents, Matt's going to end up red as a beetroot in seven minutes tops.
"Pff," Grams waves a hand dismissively, "you don't need to be invited, Matthew, you're practically family. You would be if Frannie here--"
"Happy birthday, Grams," Foggy interrupts her with the wishes, delivered perhaps a bit more forcefully than they ought to be. He fishes for the velvet box in his bag and takes it out. "We got something for you."
Grams takes the box. "That's a first time I was given a present in the doorway, but thank you, darlings, still." She finally steps back into the house and lets them in. "I'll open it after dinner, with the rest of the presents."
"Sure thing, Grams," Foggy says at the same time as Matt's "I hope you like this, Mrs. Connor".
Grams pats Matt's cheek. "Someone here has good manners," she says as she walks past them towards the living room, all the while glaring daggers at Foggy. Foggy only rolls his eyes. Grams' death stare stopped having an impact when he was a junior in high school.
"Boys!"
Anna Nelson bursts into the hall from the kitchen and charges at them. She's wearing an apron and her hands look like they're covered in flour — no, they're definitely covered in flour, she has some smudged on her left cheek too — and it still doesn't stop her from attempting to hug them to death. Correction, to hug Matt to death, because it's Matt that Anna envelopes in a tight hug and kisses on the forehead while Foggy stands behind them, tapping his foot like a bored and forgotten third wheel.
"Oh, Matty, hello." Anna smiles and cups Matt's cheeks, smearing the flour on them in the process. "It's so good to see you, sweetheart, it's been so long that I was beginning to worry that Franklin was keeping you away."
Matt stammers and doesn't manage to reply coherently. Beetroot level achieved, and he hasn't even said 'hello' to Foggy's dad yet.
"Hi, mum," Foggy waves at Anna behind Matt's back. "This is your son, Franklin Phillip, remember me? It's lovely to see you too, by the way."
Anna rolls her eyes. "I've seen you last week, Foggy. Matt I haven't seen in more than three months, let me enjoy the moment." She smiles at Matt again, despite knowing that Matt can't see it. But Matt has to somehow sense it, because he smiles back. He always smiles back at Anna, never misses a single smile, and it doesn't happen with anyone else, ever. Foggy's starting to wonder if his mother and Matt have some weird psychic connection going on. It would explain so much.
Anna eventually gets round to pecking Foggy on a cheek. But that's it, that's all Foggy gets. Anna truly does love Matt most. "I wouldn't go to the living room," she tells them when Matt takes Foggy's arm and Foggy starts them towards said room. "Unless you want to get stuck until dinner with Grams' hunting club friends."
They definitely don’t want to get stuck with Grams’ hunting club friends until dinner. Those are all elderly ladies, some of which Grams knows from way back when she used to live in the most Lovecraftian part of Massachusetts. Grams took him there for holiday once, when he was ten; they met up with some of Grams friends and their equally terrified grandkids, and it was hell. Still the creepiest moment of Foggy’s life.
“That’s not a good idea,” Foggy says slowly, thinking about Grams creepy hunting friends and their now grown-up grandkids. Grams and her friends would probably end up trying to either set him and Matt up with some of those grandkids — and they’re mostly really nice people, Foggy is Facebook friends with more than a half of them — or trying to convince them that spending two weeks a year in wilderness, in the middle of nothing, and having to hunt for your own food was good for the soul.
He knows which one Matt would consider worse.
“Candace is hiding upstairs,” Anna says, pointing at the staircase.
“And where’s dad?”
Anna’s lips twitch. “Mrs. Gershwin said there wasn’t enough beer and he volunteered to go and buy more,” she says. “I doubt he’ll be back within the next hour. You know that Grams’ friends creep him out.”
“Him and me both,” Foggy murmurs. He turns to Matt and tugs at his sleeve. “Come on,” he says. “Upstairs. It’s better to suffer Cande than the hunting club.”
They find Candace in the spare bedroom that Grams turned into a mini-library/study. It’s easily the nicest room in the whole house and Foggy loved to hide in here, surrounded by all the books, when he was younger. Even when he was Candace’s age, he’d still hole himself up here with a vacuum flask full of cocoa and go through Grams’ Stephen King collection.
Candace is not a Stephen King fan. She’s sitting with her knees bent on the windowsill, head bent over something that, judging by the cover that Foggy is able to peek at at this angle, is The Big Book of Pain that Grams got her for Christmas two years ago.
“Do you have some sort of a torture kink?” Foggy asks and that snaps Candace out of her little torture world. She raises her head and grins at them both when she notices them standing in the doorway.
“Mere curiosity,” she says, closing the book. “I’m thinking about going for pathology, it might be useful.”
Foggy makes a disgusted face. “Ugh, pathology. Do yourself a favour and choose something else, Cande, I’m saying this as a concerned older brother. Perhaps a fitness instructor? Can’t let all that cheerleading go to waste.”
She gives him the middle finger. Next to Foggy, Matt covers his mouth and coughs awkwardly, and that cough sounds more as if Matt was choking on a hot potato or was desperately trying not to laugh. It occurs to Foggy just then that Matt has just witnessed Foggy’s baby sister flipping him off and could actually see it. Perfect.
“Hi, Matt,” Candace greets Matt warmly. She doesn’t blush nor tugs at her hair with her eyes lowered, so Foggy takes it to mean that she truly is over the crush-on-brother’s-best-friend phase of her teen years. Jesus, they really grow up so fast.
“Hi, Candace.”
“Did you get ambushed by the hunting club ladies?”
“Nah.” Foggy shakes his head and settles down on the floor close to his sister, with his back against the half-wall. He pushes at the nearest chair with his foot and it skids closer to Matt, who nods his thanks and sits down as well. “We escaped before they swarmed us.”
“Lucky you.” Candace closes the book. “They grabbed me before dad told me to go and hide here. Mrs. Palomas’ oldest grandson just got divorced, she handed me six pictures of him and said that he’s a nice boy.”
“Stewie?” Foggy asks, to which Candace nods. “But he’s my age.”
Candace nods again. “That’s what I told her, that it’d be like going on a date with an ancient relic.” Matt laughs again. Traitor. And Cande, the asshole.
“Jerk,” Foggy mutters.
“Doof,” Candace shoots back. “Anyway, I told Mrs. Palomas that I’m currently not interested, and even if I were, it wouldn’t be in Stewie, I still remember that time he and you--“
“Okay, thank you for that,” Foggy interrupts her when he notices that Matt cocked his head in a manner that usually means that he’s interested. Tough luck, Foggy and Stewie’s weird adventures will have to remain a mystery for now. “How’s Tom?”
“Tom who?”
Foggy frowns. Was it Tim? No. He’s pretty sure Cande’s boyfriend was named Tom. “Tom, your boyfriend Tom. That Tom.”
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-26 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)“Good for you!” Foggy raises his hand and Candace gives him a high-five. She’ll be fine in college. And if she’s not, Matt’ll probably take it upon himself to make sure that she is if he finds out. Which probably won’t end well, for anyone involved, so Foggy should make sure that Matt doesn’t find out.
Matt’s frowning. “What?” Foggy asks.
The frown deepens. “I think your mum’s calling you.”
He says it the exact same moment Anna yells, most likely from the stairs, “FRANKLIN NELSON! COME HERE THIS INSTANT!”
Candace snickers. “Yeah, Foggy, your mum’s calling you.”
Foggy gets up with a groan. “Assholes, the lot of you.”
He exits the study and goes downstairs, where he barely manages not to collide with Mrs. Gershwin and her beer bottle. He excuses himself and darts into the relative safety of Grams’ kitchen, which incidentally is the second-largest room in the whole house. Life priorities according to Joy Connor.
“What?” he asks his mother.
Anna doesn’t look amused. “I’ve been calling you.”
“Well, excuse me, I’ve only been catching up with the one family member that seems happy to see me.” Anna rolls her eyes and turns back towards the counter. “So. Tom?”
“Ugh.” Anna shudders. “Don’t even remind me of that kid. I’m so glad your sister was smart enough to dump his sorry ass.”
Foggy shoves hands into the pockets of his jeans. “She wasn’t smart enough not to date him in the first place.”
Anna takes two mugs out of the overhead cupboard and fills them with drinks. “Not everyone can have such a good taste when it comes to partners as you do,” she says, casually.
“Yeah,” Foggy agrees before the whole meaning of that sentence dawns on him. Good taste? What? He squints his eyes. “You never liked Marci.”
She somehow manages to fit six pistachio cupcakes on the tiniest plate Foggy’s ever seen. “Marci’s an exception.”
“You weren’t overly fond of Debs either.”
She shrugs and turns back to him, and finally takes a proper look at him. She must not like what she saw, because she frowns. “Are you alright, honey?” she asks, concerned. “You look--pale.”
That would be the result of months of worry about Matt and the more recent hard work and sleepless nights and coffee and anger that went into his research. “I’m fine.”
“Are you sure?” Anna presses. “Perhaps something’s wrong, when was the last time--“
“I’m fine, mum.”
“Franklin, and what if it’s b--“
“Mum,” Foggy interrupts her. Why do people keep insisting on trying to talk to him about things he doesn’t want to talk about. “I have an appointment scheduled for next month. I’m fine, just tired, we have lots of work. Can we please not talk about this here, now? Grams has guests.”
She squints. “Foggy, everyone here--“
“Not everyone.”
She squints harder. And then it hits her, what he means, and her eyes widen in surprise. “Franklin,” she hisses, “are you lying to him?”
Foggy huffs, irritated. “I’m not lying, mum, I just never said, it’s never been relevant--“
“So you’re waiting for it to become relevant?” she carries on in that hissing tone. “That’s ridiculous, Franklin, I’m disappointed--“
“It was never important, and Matt has worse problems anyway.” If only she knew just how much worse. “Can we argue about this later, when there aren’t twenty people around to overhear?”
“Franklin--“
“Mother. Seriously. Later.”
“She sighs dramatically and raises her hands in defeat. “Fine,” she snaps. She turns to the counter, picks the mugs and hands them to him. “Honey rose tea, for you and Matt.” She turns back again and takes the tiny plate. “And cupcakes for the three of you.”
“Thanks, mum.”
She waves her hand. “Just go.”
He balances the plate full of cupcakes on top of one of the mugs and manages to get it upstairs without dropping anything, thank God for the practice he had while working part-time at a restaurant while in high school.
“Mum sends her love in the form of baked goods,” he announces loudly as he pushes the door open and walks back into the study. He’s greeted by two cut-off giggles. Matt moved closer to Candace, and they’re sitting with their heads bowed towards each other and are laughing under their breaths. Great. Just great.
“Did you and Stewie Morris really dress up as Sailor Moon characters for Halloween?” Matt asks. He’s trying to keep a straight face, he really is, so kudos for that.
“Yes we did,” Foggy admits and Matt cracks. Which is funny in itself, because Foggy’s not entirely sure Matt even knows what do the Sailor Moon costumes look like. “And it was awesome. I’m handing you a mug,” he says. “Honey rose tea, because mum likes you better.”
“Thanks,” Matt says and takes the mug. His fingers brush Foggy’s and he smiles. “Why Sailor Moon?”
Foggy shrugs. Matt probably expects an answer like ‘I lost a bet’ or ‘it was a dare’. It’s neither. “Because why the hell not?”
“Holy shit,” Candace says suddenly.
“Me being into anime is hardly a revelation, Cande,” Foggy says, rolling his eyes. But Candace’s not looking at him, or at Matt, even. She’s staring out of the window and at the street.
“It’s not that,” she breathes, and she’s pressing her face so close to the window that the glass fogs. “It’ just--I think--Dick’s here.”
Foggy frowns and moves closer to the window. “You mean great-uncle Richard? Isn’t he dead?”
“Not great-uncle Dick, he’s most definitely dead. It’s Grandpa Asshole.”
“No way,” Foggy breathes. He presses closer to Candace, to look out of the window as well. “It can’t be.”
“It is.”
“Grandpa Asshole?” Matt asks.
Foggy and Candace share a look. Right, Matt doesn’t know the story of Grandpa Asshole. Foggy waves his hand at Candace, giving her permission to share this story.
“So you know Grandfather Nelson, right?” is what she starts with. Matt nods. Of course he knows Grandfather Nelson, he went on family holiday with the Foggy and Cande during the summer break between years two and three, and he had the pleasure of meeting Grandfather Nelson and being subjected to his hardcore fishing lessons. “Well, people tend to have two grandfathers.”
“I’m aware,” Matt replies, clearly amused.
“Grandpa Asshole is Grams’ douchebag ex-husband,” Candace says and Foggy has to fight the urge to moan. She blew the story, like, for God’s sake, Candace, how could you blow it.
“See, Grams used to live in Massachusetts,” Foggy picks the story up, because clearly Candace is not to be trusted with it. “She had this husband. Weird guy, kept creepy company and would disappear for days on end into the woods or the mountains.”
“Okay.”
“So eventually Grams has had enough. She kicked the dude out, divorced him and moved to New York,” Foggy continues, skipping for now all the stories of Grandpa Ray teaching mum to punch people when she was four. He’ll fill Matt in later. “Ray disappeared completely for years and everyone thought that was the last they’d seen of him.”
“But bitch it wasn’t the last they’d seen of him,” Candace picks up. “Sadly. It’s a dark family secret, Matt. Grandpa Asshole pops up once every few years, appears out of the blue, annoys the hell out of half of us, offends the other half, and then disappears again. For example, he came to mum’s wedding. It almost resulted in the whole thing being called off.”
“Next time he shows up, I’m five,” Foggy says. “I think Grams threatened him with her hunting knives then, but I’m a bit fuzzy on the details.”
“Next time was when Foggy was twelve and I was three,” Candace chips in. “Ray comes over, saying that he was ‘in the neighbourhood’ for some reason--“
“It was before we moved to Trenton,” Foggy clarifies, “so at the time we were still living in Hell’s Kitchen.”
“--and offers to take us to the park. Mum was less than thrilled with the idea.”
“She pulled a shotgun on him.”
Matt’s jaw drops. “What?”
Candace laughs. “We shit you not, that’s my earliest memory, mum running after Ray with a shotgun. She still owned one, at the time. It was so badass.”
“Then Ray completely ignored us for the next, what, fifteen years? Eighteen. Eighteen years.”
“He called a few months back, before my birthday. Apparently something chased him to New York again.” Candace shrugs. “I don’t know what he wanted, I told him to fuck off and hang up.”
“He’s an evil, creepy guy that everyone hates,” Foggy sums up. “Never gave a single shit about us. In fact I’m fairly certain that he’s incapable of experiencing any higher emotion.”
“And he’s here, now,” Matt says.
“Yup,” Candace confirms.
“Apparently,” Foggy says. Something occurs to him. “Someone should probably go downstairs and check on mum and Grams. With dad still out on the prolonged beer run, there’s no one to make sure everyone leaves alive.”
“You’re older,” Candace notes, the ever-helpful Candace, “and heavier, you go.”
“You’ve seen Ray less times,” Foggy points out. “Plus all you’d need to do is call the cops, that doesn’t require you having such a tactical advantage over him.”
“He called me this year while you haven’t interacted with him in almost twenty years,” she bristles. And pouts. God damn that pout of hers. “We should rock, paper, scissors it.”
“Fine.”
They do. Foggy loses, because of course he loses. The universe doesn’t like him.
“How,” Foggy grumbles as he leaves the study. There’s a commotion downstairs. He can hear Mrs. Palomas cursing.
“You always use scissors first,” Matt tells him.
“No, I don’t.”
“You do,” Matt laughs. “And I’m blind. If I noticed that, your sister did too.”
“And it never occurred to you to maybe tell me about that?” Foggy asks and Matt snickers, presses his palm to his mouth to hide the giggle.
The voices coming from downstairs become louder as they move towards the staircase and walk down the stairs as quietly as they can.
“--not welcome in my house. Get out, Raymond.” That’s Grams, breaking out her most authoritative tone of voice. Go Grams.
Foggy’s one foot on the landing already, with Matt halfway down the stairs behind him, when Ray moves into their line of sight. Foggy’s, Foggy’s line of sight. Ray is--ass unimpressive as ever. Hair as white as always and in as much disarray, cane, glasses, clothes that have clearly seen better times. And that goddamn smirk that makes Foggy want to punch him every time he sees it. It’s the reason Foggy doesn’t smirk, goes either full-on smile or nothing at all: Foggy has the same expression when he tries to, his lips curve the same way Ray’s do, and Foggy already looks enough like Ray without having to add another layer of similarity by adopting the same mannerism. Foggy’s spent two years of his early teens practicing different expressions in front of a mirror, hoping to pick some that make him look as unlike Ray as humanly possible.
“What, I can’t wish my wife happy birthday?” Ray sneers, because he’s an absolute and utter asshole, God, Foggy hates him, Foggy hates him almost as much as he hates Stick. ‘Almost’ being the operative word here, because Stick is a miserable evil goddamn bastard while Ray is just--Ray is a douchebag and an asshole, was a crap and violent husband and even a worse father, but he never ascended to quite the same plane of evilness as Stick did.
“Ex-wife,” Grams spits out.
“Dad,” Anna says as she grabs the sleeve of Ray’s shirt, squeezes his arm “leave. Or I’ll call the police, I swear I will.”
“Stick,” Matt whispers behind Foggy, and he sounds gutted.
“What?” He heard wrong. Must have. Foggy turns his head towards Matt as he asks the question, and it almost dies on his lips. Matt’s pale and he’s gripping the railing so hard that his knuckles have gone white.
“Stick,” Matt repeats, louder.
There are two other people, beside Foggy — who feels as if someone just snatched the floor from under his feet — that react to that one word. Grams turns her head towards Matt and her expression clouds with anger and suspicion, and Ray… Ray grins.
“Matt,” he says with fake cheer in his voice, “I didn’t expect to see you here, kid.”
He wrenches his arm out of Anna’s grip, nods Grams goodbye and leaves, slamming the door shut on his way out.
The absolute silence that settled in the hallway lasts about a minute. The same minute it takes Foggy to jump over that last step, make it to the door and out, runs after Ray, heedless of Anna’s perplexed calls.
Stick, Stick, Stick, is the only thought that’s clear to him, the only thing he can focus on. I’ll kill you, I’ll kill you, I’ll fucking kill you.
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-26 05:38 pm (UTC)(link)Awesome scary grandma and Grandpa asshole. This is going down!!!!
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(Anonymous) 2015-08-27 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)Ray must be fueled by hatred and misery and pure evilness, because he's fast for a ninety-year-old — he's almost at the end of the street by the time Foggy catches up with him. He knows that Foggy's coming, he must know, but he doesn't react, doesn't show that he knows, doesn't slow down or speed up in hopes of running away. Which he could do, he's already walking fast, if he sped up he'd be able to get away. But he doesn't. It's like he doesn't care.
One thing happens when Foggy does catch up with him, and it's something that Foggy'll be proud of for years to come, a fond memory to replay when things look bleak and life is crap and everyone needs a little pick-me-up.
Foggy clenches his fist and runs a little faster. "Hey, grandpa!" he calls out.
The use of that word over Ray's name — or the number of derogative monikers that Grams devised for him over the years — stops him dead in his tracks. He turns around, face alight with curiosity, and that split-second pause allows Foggy to collide with him at full speed and to drive his fist into Ray's — creepy, disgusting, so similar to his own — face.
Foggy is not a violent person. Sure, he's been in a fistfight once or twice, last time in sixth grade, with Brett of all people, but he's never been particularly good at fighting. He's not a violent person as a general rule, because Ray has always been a violent person and being unlike Ray has been one of his top life priorities ever since he turned seven and could comprehend just what kind of a douchebag his grandfather was. So. Violence is the measure of last resort, but this is a last resort type of a situation, and Foggy regrets nothing as he lands his fist square in Ray's face.
The sound of bones breaking is just an added bonus.
Ray staggers back and his hand flies to his nose immediately. Someone on the street yells "what the fuck, bruh!", but Foggy's not listening to them, blood is pounding in his ears, there's blood trickling from between Ray's fingers and he looks so goddamn surprised. Didn't see that one coming, did you, Ray.
Ray is still clutching at his nose with one hand, holding his cane with the other — Foggy does briefly think about what Grams' neighbours will say about seeing her grandson beating up a clearly blind elderly man, but decides that a) he doesn't fucking care, and more importantly b) Grams will be proud of him no matter what — when Foggy makes a move to grab him by the lapels and then...shake him? punch him again? punch him until he cries about how sorry he is? Yeah, something like that.
Only Foggy never gets to do any of that, because this isn't merely Ray, his creepy asshole grandfather whom Foggy hates, this is Stick, goddamn motherfucking bastard Stick, blind ninja master Stick, whom Foggy hates even more. Being a ninja master clearly means something, though, because the moment Foggy moves his arms, Ray drops his cane and counters the move, batting Foggy's hands away. He sidesteps Foggy and moves behind him, grabs his arm and twists it behind Foggy's back, pulls Foggy's hand by the wrist so far up that it makes the shoulder strain at the socket. With his other hand he pins Foggy's other arm to his side in a strong iron-like grip that no ninety-year-old should possess.
"What's got into you, Frannie?" he hisses and yet somehow makes it sound almost concerned. He's the most despicable being Foggy has ever encountered, Wilson Fisk included.
"You fucking bastard," Foggy spits out. "You goddamn fucking--"
"Language, Frannie."
"Let me go."
Ray pulls harder at his wrist. He'll dislocate Foggy's shoulder at this rate if he tugs again. "No."
"I know what you did, you bastard," Foggy grits out. "And I'll end you for that."
"So Matty shared. Nice to be remembered, I guess." Foggy struggles to break free, to break Ray's hold on him and turn around, and wrap his hands around Ray's throat and squeeze, but Ray's grip is like a vice. "Give him up, Frannie."
With that, he lets go of both of Foggy's arms, relaxes his grip and shoves Foggy away. Foggy trips, but catches his balance before he ends up nose-first on the pavement. He spins on his heel to face Ray, who looks worse than usual, at least. Blood's no longer running down his face, but his nose is clearly broken. Small things, Foggy, appreciate small things.
Foggy barks out a laugh. "You're shitting me, right?"
"Nothing good ever happens to people in Matt Murdock's life. He's trouble, kid," Ray informs him calmly, "even more so with what's coming. It's for your own damn good."
"Like you fucking care."
"I do care."
"I don't believe you," Foggy snaps.
"I don't need you to believe me." Ray stomps his foot, brings it down on one end of his cane, propelling the thing into air. He catches it mid-fall with a practiced ease. He grins at Foggy, as if expecting applause for a neat trick. "Give him up or I'll me you give him up."
"Like hell." Foggy clenches his fist again, draws his arm back, preparing to throw a punch. Ray catches his fist in front of his face, shakes his head sadly as if disappointed. Well boo-fucking-hoo. "I'll kill you," Foggy tells him, venom and spite pretty much dripping from every word, "if you ever get close to him again. For Matt, I'll kill you, I promise."
Ray smiles. "I believe you," he says simply. He pushes Foggy's still clenched fist back at him. "If you're so concerned about him, maybe you should find out how your friend's doing, mhm? If that's even what he is."
He wipes the rest of the blood on his sleeve, taps his cane against the ground once and turns away. Foggy observes his retreating back for a moment before breaking into a run back towards Grams' house, because Ray might be a dick, but he's right. He left Matt there, he left Matt there and he shouldn't have. So Foggy runs back to the house, blood still pounding in his ears, heart beating too fast, and all thought now occupied by Matt, Matt, Matt.
***
He throws the front door open and barges into the house, yelling, "Matt!"
There's almost no one left at the house. Grams' hunting friends have clearly left, maybe on their own, maybe Grams made them leave. Anna he can hears pacing in the kitchen, still agitated, talking on the phone in a hushed tone with whom Foggy assumes is his dad, but might also be Bess Mahoney, technically. Cande's nowhere to be seen, so perhaps she's still in the study upstairs, blissfully out of this clusterfuck of a situation.
Where hopefully Matt is too, maybe less blissful but safe.
"Matt!" he calls again, while going for the stairs.
"Franklin," Grams says. She's standing in the living room doorway and inclines his head, inviting him in.
He shakes his head. "Not now, Grams, okay, I've gotta--"
"Now, Franklin."
She grabs his arm and drags him into the living room, closing the door behind her. That's never a good sign, and Foggy swallows thickly. Grams is a firm believer in being open about everything and in not keeping secrets from the people you love. It's a rule of hers that Foggy's always cherished, he should really learn how to spell 'hypocrite', shouldn't he, but so should she, to be perfectly honest.
"What the hell were you thinking?" she hisses. Foggy winces. Well, there goes his hope of Grams being proud. He takes a breath and prepares to explain when she continues, "do you know how hard I've worked to keep you, your mother, your sister, away from all his shit? And you bring all of that into my house."
He shakes his head to clear it. He's not actually hearing what he thinks he's hearing. "What?"
"I promised myself that my child would not be a part of the Chaste's shitfest, not like Ray and I were," she carries on as if Foggy hasn't spoken. "I did everything to protect you from that and you go and bring one of his into our lives! For God's sake, Frannie, you don't even realise how dangerous those people are!"
"One of his?!" Foggy gapes. "What the hell, Grams, that's Matt. You know Matt, you've known him for five years!"
"Exactly!" She points a finger at Foggy accusingly. "God only knows what he told him about us in that time!"
"What he tol--Matt's not a spy! He didn't even know! I didn't know!"
"You can't be sure of that!" She throws her hands up in exasperation. "He's one of Ray's! 'Stick', only the Chaste calls him that, so he is, he must be! They're all dangerous people, Frannie, nothing good ever happens to people associated with them!"
"Matt's not one of Stick's anything!" Foggy's yelling now too, full volume. "They haven't even spoken in almost twenty years! He abandoned Matt! He ruined Matt's life and he abandoned him!" Foggy runs a hand through his hair. "Fucking hell, Grams, what the fuck, are you even listening to yourself? You know Matt! And you wouldn't even be saying this if you knew what he--"
He stops. Snaps his mouth shut. No. It's not his secret, it's not his secret to tell. He shouldn't even know about it, the fact that he does was a mere miserable fucking chance. Foggy closes his eyes and pinches the bridge of his nose. He takes a few breaths, trying to calm himself down. Jesus fuck, he never took Grams for a paranoid psycho. He hopes Matt's not focusing too hard on the argument downstairs and can't hear Grams' accusations. They're ridiculous. She's acting ridiculous.
A sharp intake of breath makes him open his eyes and glance at Grams. She's staring at him with something akin to comprehension. "Ray trained him, didn't he?" she asks quietly. It's almost eerie after all the shouting of the last few minutes. Foggy nods and the comprehension turns into apprehension turns into deep regret. Regret now, just great. Grams slumps onto an armchair. She looks defeated. "My God." She covers her mouth with her hand. "What have I done."
Dread settles over Foggy. "What have you done?"
Grams shakes her head mutely. So no answer there. Foggy strides over to the door and opens it, walks back into the hallway.
"Foggy?" Candace asks. She's standing on the last step of the stairs and she's holding Matt's cane in her hands. Candace is holding Matt's cane.
"Where's Matt?"
"He left," she says. "After you went after Ray, Grams dragged him away and they argued..." She makes a face. "Well, more like Grams yelled at him. And he just--ran off. Out of the house and--away. He left his cane here." She looks down at the item in question. "What happened?"
"You better ask Grams," Foggy says.
Candace steps off the stairs and hands him Matt's cane. "He left his cane here," she repeats. "Is he--Is he going to be okay?"
She means without the cane, obviously, because she doesn't know that Matt can, if needed, operate without it just fine. But that's not what Foggy means when he answers.
"I don't know," he tells her as he takes the cane. "But I hope so."
"You'll find him, right?" Candace asks.
"Yes," Foggy answers. Then, in a sudden surge of emotion for his stupid but so caring little sister, he drags her closer and presses a kiss to her forehead. Then he grips Matt's cane tighter and exits the house once more.
Outside, it started raining again. He looks around, left and right, but Matt's not sitting on any doorsteps or benches. He's nowhere in sight. "MATT!" he yells, but doesn't have any particular hope that Matt'll hear him.
There's no answer, predictably. Matt might be, theoretically, ignoring him, but he might not be anywhere near here anymore. Foggy folds Matt's cane under his arm and begins his fast-paced walk towards the subway station, towards line C that'll take him right back to Matt's apartment, where Matt hopefully is.
Foggy doesn't want to think about the alternative.
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