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Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-24 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)Whether it's by magic or crazy science or an alien artifact, something happens to either Matt or Foggy (but lbr, it probably happened to Matt) that unanchors his brain: he's projecting his thoughts or senses, or absorbing too much of everyone else's. It can be fixed, but it needs an anchor - somewhere for his brain waves to be directed to so they're not just exploding everywhere. The downside: he and this anchor would be mentally linked. Permanently. Not seeing through each other's senses, necessarily (although you could go that route), but hearing each other's thoughts. (Conscious and subconscious? One better than the other, probably? Able to tap into each other's memories? Maybe, maybe not?)
Being a martyr, Matt is willing to curl up and die rather than inflict his angst and guilt on anyone forever, especially since nobody knows what would happen if one of them died. Of course Foggy comes and knocks him upside the head for being a complete FOOL, you stupid ass, how could you ever think I'd let you die, you promised me no more secrets and we've already lived together and we are fucking wiring our brains together if it's the last thing we do, so help me God?!"
Romantic, ace romantic, ace aro, queerplatonic, whatever. \o/ In my ideal world it would be shippy because I'm a sucker and a sap, but any world in which they choose each other over anyone else makes me happy.
Bonuses in no particular order
• Matt's been in love with Foggy for years, because I can never get enough of pining!Matt
• The feelings are reciprocated
• The indignant protectiveness going both ways - Foggy would, of course, worry over Matt's thoughts and guilt and injuries, but Matt discovers things that have been bothering or upsetting Foggy and fusses back
• A good deal of focus on the various ways their lives change - and the various ways they DON'T change, because they already know each other damn well (like Foggy narrates actions for Matt, but maybe he starts automatically mentally transmitting images as well as the narration)
(I am a sap, I'm sorry)
Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-24 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 05:17 am (UTC)(link)Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 06:01 am (UTC)(link)I'm also majorly tempted to write this fic because I'm such a sucker for shenanigans involving mental linking and such. It would be unrelated because different but man I am tempted...
No promises. But definitely tempted.
Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 06:07 am (UTC)(link)And oh man, I would be THRILLED if you wrote that and filled this :D :D
Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 06:10 am (UTC)(link)^That's the fic I wrote. I hope it is the one you're looking for.
I'll see. I'm going away for just over a week in a few days but I might, if I do fill this, have time to get something up... Maybe. I'm so tempted, I cannot tell you how tempted I am.
Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 06:13 am (UTC)(link)*tempts tempts tempts*
*would tempt you with mattfoggy stick figures if I were at a computer right now* 8D
(Also, have a nice, safe time away! ♥)
Re: Foggy and Matt, mind meld
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(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 09:54 am (UTC)(link)OP
(Anonymous) 2015-06-25 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)And I mean, yeah, Foggy probably wouldn't wish a forced telepathic link to him on any of his friends just because of how invasive the lack of privacy would be, so I can't really see him going for it with anyone but Matt anyway even if other friends offered
(but then again I am avocado trash)
Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 1/?
(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 02:11 pm (UTC)(link)Foggy would be mad. Foggy should be mad. He should be screaming and ranting and making Matt suffer for the lies he's been telling this last week. Foggy should be so many things right now.
But instead he's helplessly watching his friend - his best friend - lose his mind, fully aware it's his fault.
'Not-' Matt manages to get out before he groans and whimpers, lost under the flood of information. Of thoughts, from everyone in the gleaming Avenger's Tower while nervous scientists scurry around him.
'It is.' Foggy whispers, unsure of if it registers to Matt. 'It was supposed to me that got hit-'
'Teach. Lesson. Me.' Matt curls up suddenly, throwing his hands over his ears as if that will help block out everything.
Judging by the look on his face, it does not. Foggy reaches out to offer comfort, remembers exactly what happened when he'd done that to Matt moments after he was hit and slowly drops his hand.
He really wishes this had hit him. Sure Matt had pissed off some arsehole from Hyrda with access to alien tech and kept it, and the arsehole's threats from Foggy. From Foggy, who might have been more careful and understanding if he'd known someone was gunning for him.
Instead he'd walked into a trap and Matt - because it was Matt, dressed in his favourite hoodie and hastily done up boots - had back flipped into it just in time to take the 'shot' meant for Foggy.
And promptly begun to lose his mind.
'Mr Nelson?' Bruce Banner, and Foggy would be more awed if Matt wasn't slowly losing his self under the weight of the minds of hundreds of people. Going to the Avengers for help had been the act of a desperate man and Foggy is hoping it pays off.
But he's getting the feeling it might not. He nods. 'It's getting worse, isn't it?'
Banner nods with a sad sigh. 'The ah, range? It's expanding and rapidly. Tony is working on deconstructing the technology but honestly? I don't think even he could reverse engineer something this complicated before your friend ah...' He bites his lip. 'Before the physical effect this is having becomes more overwhelming than Mr Murdock's body can handle.'
'He's dying,' the Black Widow - Natasha Romonov wasn't it? - sums up. 'At an ever increasing rate.
Something is wrong with Foggy's knees. They've stopped holding weight. 'But... but you guys can do something, right? You're the Avengers!'
'Fo-Foggy-' Matt whimpers on the bed behind him.
Banner looks down. 'We can't fix this. But. But Thor, Thor thinks there might be a solution that while not removing the problem completely will alleviate the symptoms such that it will act as a practical solution.'
Foggy's mind isn't working well enough to understand that. 'What?'
'We can fix it. It's not a complete solution but it will stop your friend dying.' Natasha shrugs at Foggy's look. 'Summing up technical babble is a hobby.'
'Then do it! What are you waiting for?'
Banner shakes his head. 'The solution Thor has is to anchor Mr Murdock's mind to another; to use that mind to drown out everyone else's. It's a permanent, unbreakable link; a lifetime of shared thoughts. We don't know the effects of something like this on humans, Thor's only seen it done to Asgardians. We don't know what it will do to whoever volunteers... if anyone would.'
'No.' Matt's voice is surprisingly solid. 'No, no, no, no, no. I refuse.'
Foggy blinks. 'But it will save you!' he cries as he turns to face Matt. 'Why not?'
'Not- No- Not- doing this- me- to -anyone I- carelove.' Matt grimaces, the most pain Foggy has ever seen expressed on his friend's face. 'Not-'
Something in Foggy breaks. He steels himself and whacks Matt lightly on the head. For a moment, his face clears and Foggy knows what he has to do. 'You idiot. Like I'm going to let you die.' He turns to Banner. 'I'm volunteering.'
Banner doesn't look surprised. 'You do know this is risky, we don't know what will happen?' Foggy nods and Banner slowly joins in. 'I thought so. I'll get Thor to set up.'
'Foggy, no-' Matt's voice is broken but audible. Foggy turns back to his friend.
'We lived together for ages, this can't be much different,' he jokes before getting serious and leaning in. 'I can't let you die. No matter how much of a lying arse you are, I can't let you lie. We're doing this, so help me God.'
Foggy is doing this. Oh God.
********
Someone is holding his hand.
He is holding someone's hand.
He (she?) is watching a dying man.
He/she/they/them/me/I/noone/everyone is the dying man (it? once was? it? might be again? No Foggy but please only Foggy, love Foggy)
Thoughts. Thoughts are all he/she/they/them/me/I/nonone/everyone/it/Matt? is.
Daredevil?Maybe?Whyelseattacktwolawyers?Havetoaskafterwards.Interrogate
Ihopethisworks
amazingtechdyingmansavehimbutThordoingsomethingcoolandIamawesomecantbelievetheyregoingtohimIcouldhavesavedhimbutthiswillbeawesomeletsgoeherewego
MattbestfriendnotsafehavetokeephimsafeandaliveandwithmeohgodthishurtsbutforMattMattMattMattOHHHHH
Then
Suddenly
Matt can think. Matt can feel.
Matt is.
But there's something... something different.
Foggy?
Matt?
Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 1/?
(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 02:23 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 1/?
(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)Mind Meld OP
(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 04:37 pm (UTC)(link)*promptly LOSES MY DAMN MIND* ohhhhhhhhhh my god is it my birthday?! First the U.S. Supreme Court ruling, and now this! AHHHH. :D :D :D (And have a safe trip, bb!!)
'Teach. Lesson. Me.' Matt curls up suddenly, throwing his hands over his ears as if that will help block out everything.
--- Ohhhhhhhhhh Matty, can't even manage full sentences right now, POOR BABY ;n;
Matt, dressed in his favourite hoodie and hastily done up boots - had back flipped into it just in time to take the 'shot' meant for Foggy.
And promptly begun to lose his mind.
--- *wails into fist*
Your Bruce and Tasha were perfect. <3 Him explaining, but trying to be gentle about it, and her stating what's what straight-up. Also, YAY THOR, go-to guy for non-Earthly solutions!
Banner doesn't look surprised.
--- Well, of course not, Foggy went to them desperate for help, it's obvious he'd do anything to save Matt. XD
THAT LAST SEGMENT, of their scrambling/blending thoughts, that's PERFECT, I LOVE THIS, I'm SO EXCITED THANK YOU ANON
Re: Mind Meld OP
(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)Maybe? It's certainly been a great day/night! (Thanks, I will!)
Sentences mean thinking and well, there's not enough room in his head for that.
=)
Thank you! I like the pair of them as friends and I didn't think Tony would be the best person to be talking to Foggy now. Or at all, honestly. Thor is the best guy for non-Earthly solutions, why don't more people use him?
Haha yes! Though he kept Daredevil a secret (for the moment) so even Foggy has limits of what he'll do- betraying Matt's trust to save his life for one.
Thanks! I hope it's clear whose thoughts are whose; there's three people plus Foggy thinking there. Poor Matt is just a mess of thoughts until Foggy drowns it all out. I'm glad you liked it and as soon as I return, I will be working on this. =)
Re: Mind Meld OP
(Anonymous) 2015-06-27 07:54 am (UTC)(link)Yeah, I like Bruce and Pepper as friends, and I actually often like them as a fandom ship as well, but it played out painfully in AoU... ah, well. Also, yes, Tony is generally the worst person to talk to anyone who is frantic and upset. XD And BLESS MIGHTY THOR. \o/
Idk how accurate this is, but I interpreted it as:
Someone is holding his hand. (Matt)
He is holding someone's hand. (Foggy)
He (she?) is watching a dying man. (Natasha?)
He/she/they/them/me/I/noone/everyone is the dying man (it? once was? it? might be again? No Foggy but please only Foggy, love Foggy) (a very jumbled Matt)
Thoughts. Thoughts are all he/she/they/them/me/I/nonone/everyone/it/Matt? is. (a very jumbled Matt and Foggy)
Daredevil?Maybe?Whyelseattacktwolawyers?Havetoaskafterwards.Interrogate (definitely Nat)
Ihopethisworks (Bruce)
amazingtechdyingmansavehimbutThordoingsomethingcoolandIamawesomecantbelievetheyregoingtohimIcouldhavesavedhimbutthiswillbeawesomeletsgoeherewego (Tony)
MattbestfriendnotsafehavetokeephimsafeandaliveandwithmeohgodthishurtsbutforMattMattMattMattOHHHHH (definitely Foggy)
I SHALL EAGERLY AWAIT YOUR SAFE AND HAPPY RETURN (and in the meantime obsessively keep rereading this until it's damn near memorized)!
Re: Mind Meld OP
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(Anonymous) 2015-06-26 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 1/?
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(Anonymous) 2015-07-08 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 2/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-10 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)Matt panics.
Which oh hey, shit, means Foggy panics.
No. Nononononononono not Foggy, I said no, not Foggy. Friendlovenotdeathpleasenotdead
Matt's thoughts are bombarding him and it's so hard to focus, to realise that he is Foggy not Matt. Because it's not just words. There's another level to the words; a heartbeat and a smell of coconut/donut/cheese and the feeling of running his hands over a face and tie pin with an 'F' and then the sense of these being ripped away in copper and pain and this horrific smell and silence that Foggy realises is death.
And holy shit that's how Matt perceives the world. What the hell.
Hence the panicking.
Matt, no, Matt. You're safe, besafe I need yousafe. Friendlovebestfriendworried. Matt.
It's a feedback loop of HOLY SHIT and KEEP YOU SAFE that's just, impossible to break out of.
Until Matt, God bless Matt, figures out his panic is causing Foggy pain.
Foggy, Foggy stop. Breathe with me. Under his words is the sense of in and out, a memory that is - quietpeaceStickhelpjerkhelpful - calm and relaxing. Just feeling the memory calms Foggy somewhat.
Thank you. Foggy opens his eyes, and it only then dawns on him that he'd had them closed. Matt is sitting up in his bed, colour in his cheeks and a light in his unseeing eyes that had been fading fast before Foggy had agreed to this. He's sitting up and clearly capable of functioning. Noregret.
Matt's eyes narrow. 'Foggy-'
'Oh hey, you two are ali-and that's creepy.' Tony Stark is staring when Foggy turns to look at him and it occurs to him a moment later that Matt must have turned at the same moment. In unison. Matt confirms and Foggy smirks. This could be cool.
Not worth risking your life over! Oh hey, Matt sounds mad but Tony Stark is talking and Foggy's trying to split his focus but Matt is like a beacon that he can't turn away from and he can hear/feel/know that Matt is feeling the same thing-
'-and you guys aren't listening. Hey!'
Again both Matt and Foggy snap their heads to look at Stark. Only this time Foggy focuses and yup, he can feel Matt's head turning in time with his. Okay, definitely cool. Matt frowns, Foggy can feel it but he can also kinda feel Matt's reluctant ...is that delight?
'How are you feeling?' Bruce Banner gently pushes the still talking Stark out of the way and approaches Matt.
Who tenses. WRONG. Foggy can feel/know/see how every thought/feeling/inch of Matt's is screaming that there is something WRONG with Banner.
Matt?
Who is this?
Banner stops, picking up on Matt's anxiousness. Bruce Banner-OH. You can- Foggy struggles to phrase it and just sort of pushes the sense of Hulk/green/fear/anger/monster/Avenger/helpedyou at Matt. It's more than he means to send but the wariness in Matt fades away.
FoggythinkssafetrustFoggy comes back and Foggy realises a moment later Matt didn't mean for him to feel that. Both he and Matt flinch.
'You okay?' Banner is still two steps away from the bed.
'F-fine,' Foggy manages, using his voice for the first time since everything. It surprises him with how normal it sounds. 'You just. Surprised Matt. He, ah, didn't hear you coming.'
Amusement/badliar/insidejoke comes from Matt and Foggy sends it back in a heartbeat. Matt smiles - smiles! - and Foggy's heart rises. This won't be so bad.
********
Matt tries to bury his guilt at Foggy's thought but it's hard. Foggy is everywhere in his head, like a comforting blanket that drowns out everything.
He can't believe he's let his friend basically risk killing himself just so Matt could think a little clearer-
But Foggy of course, isn't having any of it. Hey, no. You were dying Mattsickpainohgodhelp and I did what I had to. No guilt. He pushes friend/mine/safe/pleasebehappy at Matt and Matt finds the smile of a moment ago returning.
I'll try. Matt turns his focus to Banner, who finally starts to move towards him again.
'Sorry Mr Murdock-'
'Matt.' Like Foggy, he's surprised at how even his voice is. Should be effected. There's an image - an image of an unfamiliar dark haired man - one Matt has been 'seeing' constantly since this began - who is healthyhappynotdead and no blood with relief but confusion that a voice - familiar, familiar but not - isn't mingled in.
It dawns on Matt that the dark haired man is him and that the voice is how he sounds to Foggy.
Oh man, forgot that you don't know you. Images, so many images of Matt flash through his mind. HappyMatt/SadMatt/DuckMatt/DrunkMatt/DyingMatt MattMattMattMattMatt. Matt can't process them, can't link the moments to his memories but that's okay, he has time he can just look and see his face and DadDadDadDadDad/love/mine/gone/DadDadDadDad oh God, he looks like his Dad. He can feel/know that Foggy is seeing/feeling/hearing/smelling/living his memories of Dad in return but it's a small thing to share in return for this.
'Matt?' Foggy stops sending the images and Matt near whimpers at their loss. He wants to see his Dad in him so much.
But Banner is still calling his name. 'Matt!'
'S-Sorry. It's.' Matt closes his eyes, aware it does nothing but act as a signal to sighted people. 'It's overwhelming. But in a better way than before.'
A woman approaches and this time Matt can track her heartbeat, her shoes and her perfume. Black Widow. Foggy sends a flash of red/black/deadly/fear/hot with his thoughts that's probably accidental.
'Feeling more human?' Romonov asks and Matt can hear the careful touch of leer in her voice. Flirting but heart rate isn't up. Interrogation.
Foggy's heart rate picks up. Fear/badliar/dontknowwhattodo. Matt realises that was deliberate. Already they're getting a handle on this.
Calm/canhandle/Daredevil/shownofear. 'I can think again.' Matt shrugs. 'Well, more than I could before. We'll adjust.' We will. Confidence/surety/candoanythingwithFoggybesideme.
Thanks man.
Okay maybe not so much a handle on things. The flashes of emotion/memory/images are harder to control than the thoughts.
'We have some tests to run,' Banner cuts in. 'Before we figure out what happens next.'
Fear/worry/testsubject flashes through Matt and is reflected in Foggy a moment later. 'We're not going to be your test subjects,' They say together.
Banner sounds pained. 'I would never- Could never- No. I just want to make sure you're, ah, healthy.'
He's telling the truth. Trustme/heartbeat/nosweat
I know. TrustMatt/Bannerlookingupset/trustMatt. Then a flash of an image of Fogwell's gym runs through Matt's mind followed by a street at night with him on it. Trust/betrayal/trust/friend runs through the images and makes Matt's heart ache.
What?
Later. Tests now.
'Okay. We'll cooperate,' Matt says. 'Please don't make us regret this.'
'I promise, you'll always be free,' Banner says, no lie in his voice or heart.
Matt and Foggy believe him. 'Where do we start?'
Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 2/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-10 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)Matt panics.
Which oh hey, shit, means Foggy panics.
--- *snicker*
And holy shit that's how Matt perceives the world. What the hell.
--- "Holy shit" is putting it mildly, Foggy. :P But YAY MATT HAS SOMEONE (besides Stick) WHO CAN UNDERSTAND NOW
It's a feedback loop of HOLY SHIT and KEEP YOU SAFE that's just, impossible to break out of.
--- I don't know why this makes me laugh, but it does. XD Just them freaking out and freaking each other out and it spiraling, hahaha.
OMG THE MOVING IN UNISON. That didn't even occur to me, but I ADORE it!
Foggy's trying to split his focus but Matt is like a beacon that he can't turn away from and he can hear/feel/know that Matt is feeling the same thing-
--- *SQUEALS*
Oh, man. Matt's reaction to Bruce. Foggy picking up their surroundings with his eyes closed because of Matt's senses. Matt freaking out at the sight of Bruce because of Foggy's sight. This is everything I wanted! I love how you have the blurring together of words/thoughts/feelings interspersing normal conversational sentence structure in their thoughts for the points that evoke stronger feelings in one of them! All of the friend/mine/love stuff is making me swooooon. <3
Amusement/badliar/insidejoke comes from Matt and Foggy sends it back in a heartbeat. Matt smiles - smiles! - and Foggy's heart rises. This won't be so bad.
--- AWWWWW <3
There's an image - an image of an unfamiliar dark haired man - one Matt has been 'seeing' constantly since this began - who is healthyhappynotdead and no blood with relief but confusion that a voice - familiar, familiar but not - isn't mingled in.
It dawns on Matt that the dark haired man is him and that the voice is how he sounds to Foggy.
--- *EXPLODES*
HappyMatt/SadMatt/DuckMatt/DrunkMatt/DyingMatt MattMattMattMattMatt
--- *CRIES* THIS IS SO CUTE DUCK MATT OMFG
TrustMatt/Bannerlookingupset/trustMatt. Then a flash of an image of Fogwell's gym runs through Matt's mind followed by a street at night with him on it. Trust/betrayal/trust/friend runs through the images and makes Matt's heart ache.
--- *CRIES AGAIN* ;____;
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED I'm going to be weeping over it all day. ;________;
Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 2/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-11 06:39 am (UTC)(link)Foggy is really understating things. If he didn't, he'd be panicking. More. He does! Though it'll take Foggy a while to adjust.
I love freak out loops. Because it's totally what would happen. I feel you panic which makes me panic and you feel me panicking over you which makes you panic more and it's a complete disaster and a lot of fun to write.
I'm glad you do! =)
Matt's reaction was more that he could sorta sense the Hulk but then, yes, he did also pick up on what Foggy saw. It's all mostly unconscious at the moment, the sharing of senses. They have no control and it's going to take a while to get that control. Thanks! Trying to convey the whole images/emotions thing that is a part of thinking is so hard I'm glad it's working! Yay! <3
I'm glad it's what you wanted! I hope the rest continues to be as good for you. =)
Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 2/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-10 06:33 pm (UTC)(link)Re: Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 2/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-11 06:42 am (UTC)(link)Fill: Clear and Honest Communication 3/?
(Anonymous) 2015-07-11 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)They hit an issue with the tests nearly straight away.
'No thank you. You can do it with my shirt on.' Matt stiffens and crosses his arms. Banner only wants to put on an ECG machine like the one on Foggy's chest - they'd tried to do it earlier when Matt had first come in but anyone other than Foggy getting close to him had only made his symptoms worse so it had been skipped- but Matt has just shut down. Foggy is halfway through his own physical and not at all sympathetic.
Why the shyness? Hot/embarrassed/friendoutoflimits/hot. You've nothing to worry about. Trust me. Foggy winces internally at how much of his feelings about Matt slip through but at least he keeps the fantasies to himself. Beside him the lovely Doctor Cho finishes her work. Hopefully.
Pleasure/uncertainty/me? It's not that Foggy. I know how my chest feels - the sensation of scars, copper taste of blood and grinding sound of bone(???) and flesh flashes through Foggy's mind - and I can't imagine how it looks. Pain/stickiness/concern/pain/ignore
Foggy has to take a deep breath. Right. Yes. You do look a bit concerning to those of us with sight. An image of Matt, half dead on his apartment floor flashes through Foggy's mind. Panic/fear OhGodMattsdyingohGodsavehim why is there blood? . He beats it back down.
Foggy? Not quick enough it seems and Foggy can taste Matt's concern and guilt. Which, huh, that's new. Foggy, I'm-
Later. Man, please later. So much has to wait for later, for when they're not surrounded by Avengers. They have to wait, to do this later. Maybe that way they'll never have to do it.
Yeah, Foggy is shit at deceiving himself.
'Shy?' Romonov smirks.
Matt tilts his head and copies it as Foggy automatically narrates 'She has the best smirk on her face right now.' He blinks and Matt does the same thing - and Foggy sure it was in unison again - as they realise Matt saw her facial expression. I can't sense facial expressions!
No, but I can SEE them. So you can?
'Huh,' Matt says aloud and somehow that's disconcerting.
'Something new?' Romonov surveys them both.
'Matt can see facial expressions. Hell, he can see! It's-'
'-overwhelming.' Matt shrugs. 'And I'm not shy just,' he rubs at his face and hides it from view momentarily, 'I'm a bit clumsy and well, I know how it looks. I try to avoid ah, situations where I have to explain that.'
Foggy sees the perfect opportunity. Don't you dare. Annoyance/bestfriend/revengesweartoGod 'Says the man who wore a shirt on 100 F days in college. I lived with this jerk for years and never so much as saw a peek of chest hair.' Matt groans, causing Romonov to roll her eyes and Stark to smirk. Yup, they think Matt is shy and too embarrassed to admit it.
Jerk. Why do I put up with you bestfriendbutreallywhyFoggyisawfulembarrassed ?
You love me. Certainty/friend Also being shy is a much better excuse than clumsy, pal. Seriously. Badliar/amusement/goodliar/betrayal.
Shit. Foggy pulls in what he can of his emotions but Matt's guilt rises so it's really not working. At least his friend bestfriendloveMatt is able to see the logic in waiting to talk this out.
'How about if Natasha and Tony leave? Will that help? If it's just me and Dr Banner?' Dr Cho asks, her voice gentle. 'We really need those readings, if only for monitoring your later health.'
Foggy? Matt passes over sensations; her heartbeat, her scent - which is weird but Foggy will deal - chemical/rose/disinfectant and the steadiness of her breathing. Matt believes her.
Foggy eyes up the doctor, sending his own visions of her to Matt. Your choice buddy.
Trust. 'Okay. Okay. That... that will be okay.'
Romonov raises an eyebrow but leaves instantly with a smirk. Stark, on the other hand, pouts. 'Okay, kicking out the guy who owns the place? Not cool.'
'You're not a doctor, Mr Stark,' Foggy says coldly. 'You have no right, no legal right, to be here no matter what you own.'
Stark shivers. 'Lawyers. You make my skin crawl.'
'We live to serve.' Matt smirks and Stark moves to the door. He pauses by a bench.
'Sorry, but-' in a quick movement he picks up something that Foggy can't make out and throws it at Matt, '-I have to know'.
Worry/warning/whatifitsheavy/Stark! Matt friendshitsecrethurt look out!
Matt catches it, automatically turning his head in the direction of Stark. Foggy realises he both heard it coming but also saw it through Foggy's eyes. They recognise the item together. A stress ball.
Anger/testsubject/liar. How DARE he! There's the taste of copper and Foggy's coconut/donut/cheese smell mingling with it. Yeah, Foggy's feeling much the same. What if it had been dangerous and Matt hadn't caught it?
Anger/testsubject/leave Foggy agrees. He ignores Matt's fears of him being hit - there's nothing to test in throwing something at him.
'TONY,' Banner roars and there's something green in the tinge of his skin. Stark's eyes widen and he flees. Cho takes two steps back and Foggy shifts closer to Matt.
'Dr Banner?' Cho is scared and shit, now Foggy is. I've got you. Protect. Matt clutches at Foggy's arm, as if Foggy is about to lead him but Foggy can feel the tension in his grip. He's preparing to fight.
Banner takes a dozen deep breaths and the green fades. Matt's grip doesn't loosen for another few moments - until Banner's heart beat calms, which Matt makes a point of sending to Foggy. Nice of him.
'Sorry.' With a soft smile, Banner turns back to them. 'I only meant to scare Tony. He deserves it.' There's venom in his voice but it disappears in his next sentence. 'If you want to leave now, I'll understand. I do not want to hold anyone here against their will.'
Truth. They declare. 'We'll stay,' They say aloud.
'Just for the tests,' Matt adds and releases Foggy. 'We're leaving after that. We need time and space to figure this out and I do not want to do it in Tony Stark's tower.'
'I understand.'
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Matt can hear the shocked gasps as he takes his shirt off but neither doctor comments. My idea was better. Annoyance/pride/toldyouso
My idea got rid of Stark arseholejerkliarhate and Romonov dangerhotdanger. Win-win.
Matt rolls his eyes and he hears Dr Cho laugh. 'Care to share your top secret conversations?' she jokes. 'Or are they too top secret?' Matt pauses, unsure of what to say but aware he might owe something to the people that helped Foggy save him.
But then Foggy replies, despite having moved away with Dr Banner and appearing to be out of earshot. 'Totally top secret! Completely and utterly secret. Matt you say one word-' I'm going to totally not manage to kick your ninja arse but I will TRY and that's all that matters.
He can't help it. Matt laughs. 'Sorry, seems like my lips are sealed.' Cho laughs again but it's definitely slightly forced. Matt listens. Ah. Nervous. We're making her nervous.
All the more reason to leave. Now.
Agreement/safety/HellsKitchen/Foggy/home Matt shifts and Cho steps away.
'All done. Your shirt Mr Murdock.' Touched that she thought to narrate her action - You should not be touched Buddy, she's a doctor outrage/humanitysucks/whydoestheworldhurtMatt - , Matt takes the shirt with a smile. And blocks Foggy out because really? He calls Matt an idealist?
You are the most idealistic person alive justicerightthingnotmoneybutrightness, I will fight you on this.
I'll win.
Not if I use my words.
Matt can't help smiling. Foggy moves to stand beside him and Matt can both hear and feel his amusement. It's... it's nice.
Foggy offers an arm. 'Ready to leave?'
'After you.' Matt rises from his bed, clinging to Foggy's arm. Did Banner need something?
Gave me his number, to call if hurtdyingfear something goes wrong and to ask if we could come back in a month for a check up. He'll make sure Stark arseholejerkliarhate isn't here.
Banner is waiting at the door for them. 'I've called a cab for you. Didn't think you'd take one of Tony's cars willingly.'
'Good call,' They say together. Which should be creepy but somehow feels natural.
'I thought so. JARVIS will guide you out.'
Matt frowns. There's no one else here, right? Right. 'Jarvis?'
'It is a pleasure to meet you, sir,' A British voice says and Matt can't help his flinch. Luckily, Foggy flinches too. Noonehereroomemptywhatthehell
Noheartbeatwhereisthismanwhatthehell Matt agrees.
'I am sorry sirs. My name is JARVIS and I am an artificial intelligence; I run Mr Stark's homes for him.' JARVIS sounds apologetic. 'I did not mean to startle you.'
Foggy pats at Matt's grip on his arm and Matt instantly gentles his grip, feeling the pain he's causing Foggy. Guilt/sorry/hurtlovedones
NO notfault, woulddosame/noguilt/reassurance/friend/nothurtingme Matt has to turn away from the onslaught of Foggy's positive emotions.
'It's okay. Which way?' He asks as a distraction. Knowledge/cantescape/willconvinceyou is ignored.
'Left. There is an elevator in approximately ten of your paces. Mr Nelson should be able to locate the main entrance of the tower from there. I will have your cab wait for you outside the doors.'
'Thank you,' Matt and Foggy say together.
My place?
It is larger.
They leave.
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