Someone wrote in [community profile] daredevilkink 2015-05-19 03:12 pm (UTC)

Microfill; Matt/Foggy, internalized homophobia, untitled

(OK, wanted to give this some closure, but I couldn't come up with an ending, so... unresolved angst)

Matt doesn't go to confession, but he ends up sitting in the back and listening to the mass until the people get up and queue for communion. Then he simply gets up and leaves, before the priest blesses the congregation.

This isn't something he wants to confess: he feels guilty that he's... that there's this tension with Foggy, specifically because he's his friend, and he doesn't like the idea of tainiting Foggy, of all people, with his sins. But he can deal with it the same way as he deals with his anger: privately, with a punching bag. He doesn't want to get a priest involved, because he doesn't trust a priest to give him any kind of answer on this matter.

He already knows he's sinning, and he's not repenting for his soul, so confession is useless. The important thing is he decides not to drag anyone (Foggy) down with him, and that he can do.

He'll just have to keep it to himself. He's good at that.

He's always been very good at keeping secrets.

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