(op) ooh exciting!! okay :D i'm so happy you're even thinking about filling it, honestly. and i understand the trouble you're having - i've tried writing porn on the bus a few times. tricky business...(turn down the brightness on your phone, maybe? that sometimes gives me a boost in courage...) good luck and THANK YOU so much for all the thought you've already put into it haha

(in the meantime i'm just going to read through the comments this is getting because good god)