Everything, absolutely everything about them was fascinating and dark and so fucking complicated and painful and GOOD and also... hot? Like I feel weird about admitting this because I think I wasn't supposed to think they were hot but their fighting? Frank picking Matt up twice and throwing him down so easy? Matt's defiant moments when Frank has him chained up? Frank's intensity aimed at Matt was crazy crazy, and Matt's weirdly rigid morals and the way Frank kept capitulating in small ways to Matt, even though Matt was his prisoner? And their moments later when Matt goes to save Frank and Frank calls him an altarboy and shouldn't it sounds like an insult? So why does it sound like an endearment?

idek but honestly these two, they fucked up my life pretty hard, now I don't know what to do about it because I have all these feelings and I have so many questions about them and is there somewhere I can go ask people about Frank and Matt? Anyone know? I feel like an addict asking for a 12 step program or something.