That part where Fisk and Matt talk over the walkie and Fisk calls him 'young man' gives me all sorts of feels. Maybe it did the same to Matt. He keeps running into Fisk, Fisk keeps talking down to him/ threatening him, and Matt keeps hating himself for getting off on imagining Fisk doing all sorts of horrible things to him because he's a good Catholic boy, after all.

A one-sided obsession on Matt's part would be fascinating, and then Fisk realizes what's going on and starts taking advantage of the situation.