Oh god the Sherlock kink meme. I wasn't even on there very long and they did serious damage to my already low self-esteem. I had to delete my LJ and all my work because they flamed me for first me getting worked up over their general nastiness on the rant meme and then I wrote a very personal fill that everyone tore to shreds and honestly? Even though at the moment my presence in fandom namespace is just about nil and I was on that meme three and a half years ago for like a month I still have anxieties that someone will somehow find me and humiliate me all over again.

God, looking back too the behavior of some people was just shameful because I s2g I was 19 and the people picking on me had to be at least twice my age some of them? What a bunch of assholes.